merdeka blues

yes i'm back after some persuasion and a lot of nothingness i have finally decided to blog again and not let my blog site rot in cyber space which i was ooo so tempted to do^.^
skools not fine as many off you would tend to agree. save for the little bit of insanity we experience through mindless insults and throwing of pants that seem to be lying around in the class every now and then. just got elected as a v.cap, not lookin forward to next year, figuring out how on earth to juggle the interact club and the prefectorial board nxt yr is definately gonna be a whole lot of fun>.<
today we celebrated the hari patirotisme thingy. boring, as usual save the speeches by the students particularly the "sajak daniel chua". sharadah was fine i think, wasn't listening to hers, suelynn's..what can i say, good job matie considering the fact that you were shaking like hell on stage. we also had a couple of speeches by various teachers and as usual you hear the usual bunch of b.s on how they were once young and full of life and that we should learn how to appreciate merdeka more and that merdeka is more than a holiday. well news flash, it is only a holiday, a day where we just lepak in our house and not do anything unless you're like me whose parents are so persistant on you playing golf each time there is a public holiday.
besides the projects, the homework, the constant nagging of teachers on why thomaskohchongxi is not going to japan, the stress levels which seems to be getting higher day by day, and the exams, life is pretty sweet. so untill next time...

sick of it...

i'm sick of it..thats all i have to say right now..just sick of it..this maybe the shortest post you'll ever read but i'm just sick of it..and the best part is NOONE knows what i'm sick of..not like it bloody matters..i dont think you'd even wanna know what it is ..but..there you go..i'm sick of it..

LIFE...

heya..wasnt going to really blog..but i thought to myself..i'm on9..i still have about twenty minutes untill i hit the bed hmmm why not??so here i am after all=)..today was kinda gloomy..with the rain and all..personally..i liked the rain..for one the haze is gone finally*phew*now we all can breath without the fear of being intoxicated or dying of too much carbon monoxide entering our lungs..(booooo)..but back to school as usual(duh)..besides that..i think we all needed the rain..well at least myself..it was kinda relaxing..for one..i didnt have to play golf(lately the thought of playing golf has been *eiik* for me so...horay!!)..managed to also finish some of my work..and sorted out a couple of stuff out..also managed to save sometime for reminiscent which was kinda weird(wont go into details..=p)..*sigh* life has been sooo blardy hectic lately..with all the interviews..prefects farewell party..interact things..and other thing..and more thing..and than there's that thing..*sigh* and i thought form 4 was a breeze...ahwell..like some1 out of the balrdy blue sky decided to say(makes me think who it was and what must have hit him??..) life goes on..and on..and on..and so we live to see the next day again..untill next time..

ps..i'll try getting pics next time..

Rainy days and saturdays.....

ah saturdays..the most beautifull week of the week yet one of the most saddening..beatifull because i can just lepak in the house and noone would give a rats ass..sad because it passes so fast..the fact that morining turns to night at a 3 times the rate a normal ordinary day would kinda sucks..one minute your in your bed thanking god its finally saturday and the next youre infront of your computer complaining how fast the day went(ironic eh??)..today was no exception..i started the day quite good..woke up at 10..went down had my breakfast and watched some tv(bold and beatifull to be exact..what can i say..my mum's a fan)..then went to a friends house for a party(bevy's to be exact..leavin for london on wed..i think..how sad =( gonna miss her..)..had loads of fun there..meet new guyz..saw a couple of fimiliar faces..went for dinnner came back saw the opening game of the epl(mu vs everton..needlees to saw mu won..) and pOOf i'm here on my chair in front of my computer desk writing this..which reminds me..i havent done my homework..>.<..ahwell...what can i say...i love saturdays and i hate saturdays..but life goes on i guess..and at the moment its homework for me..this is it i guess..untill next time......
thomas..in and out=P(i'll try gettin some pics fron the party..)

TiLt

heya..its been very LONG LONG LONG time since i've blogged..pretty happy to find this site active and runnin i thought this site would definitely rot in cyberspace..but hey..it still lives*MUAHAHAHAHA*tons of stuff happened..got confirmed as a prefect..three cheers eh..i'm also the president of the interact club(foooyoooo)happy??i dunno..i should be right..RIGHT??yet i cant say i am..and no matter how much i try to sugar coat the truth it doesnt change a thing..the fact is i'm afraid..afraid of the responsibilities i hav to bear with me..i keep thiking to myself what if i slip up??what if i'm not up to expectation??what if i'm just a coward beneath all this skin??and the thought of it scares the balls outa me..basically(been usin dat word a whole freggin lot lately=P)i dunno basically what..as a leader youre supposed to show good examples and uphold your standards..and i just cant do that..i'm always not doing my work..i failed my moral test(got 2 out of 10...not very good...)and the fact that you are supposed to be the epitome of perfection is very scary..sometimes i fell like just giving up my positions..be a normal student ..but them i think back and remembered that when i was a student i dreamt of being at this position..a position where i can say that i am the best and now that i'm almost there.....haih..the delima's we face..and our parents call us immature...
ahwell...you know what they say..the show must go on..all we can do is pray(not much of a beliver myself but...) and hope that tomorrow will be better than today..=P