King of the roads..almost =))

I pawn the roads man!! Muahahaha..i've just finished clocking in 8 hours of driving and now i'm eligible to take the test. YES!!! I'm gonna take the mock test or QTI on sat and if i pass i'll be able to take the test somewhere within the week. Woohoo!!! Righteous!!

Other then that the holidays prove to be rather useless. I think i've managed to finish one add math kertas 1. The rest of the time has been evenly divided between playing ps2 and tv. I'm not a big believer on study breaks but i have a feeling that i'ma have to start using the holidays for revision before i'm screwed.

My mum smsed me the other day from amsterdam. Says she's fine and having a great time. Yeah, well done mum, while i'm sitting in the living room watching reruns of the Simpson's. Fantastic, you know, i somehow wish i had went on that trip with my mum. It'll be a whole lot more interesting than sitting in the living room watching Homer getting drunk while the Quick-e-mart gets robbed by the SAME person. At least she's bringing home chocolates.=)

Went out with my dad today to get me a new putter, mines pretty much screwed, can't putt staright if my life depended on it. Neways, for the FIRST time in my life, highways were empty. Seriously empty man. There were probally one or two cars but that was about it. Its pretty scary if ya think bout it. I mean, its KL, since when are the streets empty. But i suppose it was good, or else i'd be stuck in the jam. So i got this kick ass putter (its for golf..incase you aren't familiar with golf lingo) and a new pair of golf shoes. Righteous!!

Liverpool lost, AGAIN. Its getting really annoying now, especially when you've got people like Justin messaging you all the time to remind you. Whats wrost is that liverpool lost to man u, MANCHESTER BLARDY UNITED of all teams. *sigh* I was really hoping liverpool would win this one, not only cause they could use the points since their 11th on the league now but with the win came serious bragging rights, i mean SERIOUS bragging right and probally FOR ONCE i wouldn't have to listen to Justin. But....its just a sad story.

It seems the haze it getting better. Maybe the stupid bastards in Sumatera finally pitied us, after all, we're the ones suffocating. I just don't get it, if ya can't stop them why don't you just kill those bastards, the world'd be better off without them. Fuiyo..sound like Hitler man. =) But then again i SUPPOSE killing IS bad. If ya look at it,its kinda stupid cause it happens year in year out and you'd think the Malaysian goverment would at least have the balls to address the matter instead of just giving us the IPU of each city.(wow...) Meh, then again half of them are probally busy taking bribes while the others just like sitting in their big ass offices.*sigh* And Malaysians, what can we do but wait for the IPU to sky rocket so we can at least get a holiday out of this ordeal.

I guess thats bout it for now. Had a great time last Friday =)). So till next time...

p.s...try reading "State of Fear" or "Airframe" by Micheal Crichton, really good.

RIGHTEOUS!!

Ola mi amigo! School was retarded, practically half the class was absent. Its like they just decided to declare themselves absent and just not come to school! Now i'm starting to wonder why i didn't do the same! Thomas you moron! I practically just sat in class and warmed up the seats and now i can't skip school on friday cause i need to go collect my progress sheet. Wake up at 6 in the morning then leave at 12 just to collect the progress report, what a blardy waste of time..*sigh*

So its official, the post examination activities are on now. Its the time of year where students can run like chickens and bark like a dog at the same time, unless your in form 5 ofcourse in which you, me included of course, will be subjected to the sidelines, becoming mere admirers. I kinda miss those times, but then again, i knew the time would come where i would eventually have to stand by the sidelines and watch it all pass. I really have no regrets, i've played my heart out during the post examinations for the past four years and i suppose time was up.

ONE MORE MONTH BABY!!!! Thats right, tomorrow, it'll OFFICIALLY one more month before the SPM. I'm honestly kinda excited, i can't wait for it to be over. It however seems as though more and more people are turning a bit lop-sided. I suppose its just strees.

On a lighter note my mom has offcially left for europe. She's going on a 10 day trip with my aunt who btw, has never been outstation except for singapore in her life. Initially i was supposed to accompany my mum but due to unfortunate circumstances namely the SPM i couldn't so now my aunt is filling my place. They'll be going to all the hot spots which i think i've pretty much been to. I told her to buy back chocs, although i'm pretty sure she'd do it whether i tell her too or not. She says in europe, the only thing worth buying in chocs and quite frankly i tend to agree. I think the only place she's gonna go to whcih i haven't is the Lourve, but i've still got plenty of time left in me to visit the Lourve, so not really bothered. One day, i'ma gonna take a road trip all around europe and maybe the states. I think that'd be nice, i think everyone should have a good road trip at least once in their life.

Well then, thats bout it really, its back to studying i suppose, only got one month to go, but honestly nowadays i'm finding it very hard to just go and study, i mean, it was already hard to begin with but now its just gotten harder, i feel as if there isn't much point studying now but no matter, i shall persevere and study my ass of during the holidays..right after i finish watching season 3 of one tree hill..=)). So to all you guys out there, depending on who you are, i bid you either a good time studying or happy hols. Thomas over and out....

Trouble in paradise?

Salute! So i'm back, i've just survived hell on earth (so to speak la) and i say it ain't half that bad. Got back all of my results and i'm not terribly happy, actually rather disappointed but hey watcha gonna do, i suppose thats life eh. But no matter, its all done now, nothing much i can do. at least i'll be getting all A's for my forcast results except moral, damn moral, i don't even know why we study moral, its the most hypocritical subject.

Once again i appologise for my irregular blogs, these past few days have been rather interesating for me, lots of contemplation took place, won't bother with the details. I find sometimes we are eluded by a false sense of reality. We think we know ourselves but really we don't, i've been thinking bout what others see me as, or as what i think others see me as, its kinda weird really cause different people see me differently, but i suppose thats just how it is.

I've finally found out why zabs has been acting strange and relatively ignoring me lately, and if you ask me its really stupid but, nah, can't be bothered any more. Say what would your ideal paradise/fantasy/dream world be like? I think i'd like mine to be something out of the books, prolly like narnia, except i'm king and i can do all those kick ass kung-fu moves and all that voodoo shit and just kick everyone's ass chinese style..waacha!!!lmao...but i guess it'd be cool, sides i always wanted to do all those kick ass kung-fu moves and just fly in air like all 'em chinese movie dudes..LOOK!! IT'S A BIRD! NO IT'S A PLANE! NO ITS THOMAS!!! =)

So guess thats it for now, damn liverpool..can't even beat blackburn, AT HOME!! *sigh* I'll be hearing this on monday and yea i suppose emo month is over but hey, watcha gonna do, when it comes it comes eh. O.o..i've also signed myself up for prom, i don't really know why, since i was so hell bent on not going but i dunno, i still wanna go to golok tho..oi adam, you wanna go to golok or not??

Shoot all the bluejays you want, if you can hit 'em, but remember it's a sin to kill a mockingbird- To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee

I feel guilty. Ever wonder why hurting the people that mean most to you hurts the most, and how its harder to ask for forgiveness, how its harder to forgive. I think its cause eventhough we forgive the pain is always there, the lingering memory of that one incident. And the fact that you know the person just adds to the heartache.

So the study break is here, i don't think it'll do any of us any good really, cause i think all we'll do is just procrastinate and then wonder why we didn't study when we were so conviniently given the time to do so. But like any good boy, i've tried, failing quite miserably. I think i managed to down a chapter of chem before the computer caught my eye. I think i'm gonna go watch a movie. Maybe next week. While watching i'll try and ignore the fact that SPM's only a month away, i don't think i can, but hey, i can always try.

I wonder if we'll ever see each other again after this year. We always said we would keep in touch so we could always find out what the other was doing but i wonder, will we? Many friends were made during this time and many will be lost at the end of this year. And for those going to the same college next year, we're merely prolonging the inevitable goodbye, making it harder than it has to be. We always talked about our future, how we want to be this and study there and do great things, but i suppose its these minor things we never think of. I'm not saying that we should live together and ignore our future, but i can't help but wonder sometimes. I wonder if years down the road, i'll remember the people i used to call friends in sec. school, or will they remember me. Or if we see each other in the streets, will we greet each other the same way we do know. Or will we feel the same about a person we like 5 years form now. I suppose there really is only one way to find out...

Thats bout it, and i'm sorry, i don't know if you're reading but if you are, i'm sure you know who you are, i'm sorry, i have no explanations except that i should've told you the truth even if i knew that you'd kill me and prolly be mad at me for a long time, but i still should've.

"The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in"- Tuesdays With Morrie by Mitch Albom