*sigh*
damn tired now,
just finished my stuff,
wtached episodes 1-4 of One Tree Hill season 4,
still love it,
so much drama,
finished math,
finished studying physics,
yet,
i've still gotta study more,
shit,
mocks are in a month,
exams in a month and a half,
shit shit shit!!

Neways today was a holiday,
ANZAC day,
an excuse not to go too school,
neways,
bloody tired,
i think i need more sleep,
i think i think too much.

Ah well,
c'est la vie,
i wonder though,
sometimes,
does she know?
eventhough i never said anything,
does she know?
i guess we'll never know.

Its raining,
its cold,
and i ain't cozy.

Meh,
i'm so stoned,
sooo stoned,
i still want murtabak,
damn it...why does murtabak have to taste so damn good....
all this talk about mamak food had me conspiring,
we should open a mamak stall here in australia,
if you think about it right,
a roti canai here costs like what...5 dollars or something like that,
with a mamak stall right,
it'd be like 80 cents,
now i don't know bout you but 80 cents sounds a whole lot cheaper than 5 bucks,
besides,
mamak food always taste better,
casue they got the "extra" ingredients,
the stuf that you don't wanna know about but makes food taste a hell lot better,
think about it,
we'd be freaking millionaire's...nay....we'd be BILLIONAIRE'S,
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
besides,
who could resist a roti canai and a kopi o.

Heard bout the Virginia Tech kids,

sad,

32 people dead,

it really goes to show don't it,

worst in American history,

worst than Columbine,

my heart goes out to the family of those who died senselessly,

it really is shocking,

i mean,

we hear bout it,

but i'd never for the life of me think that something like this could happen,

makes you wonder don't it,

what makes people do these kinda things,

and whats important in life.

mmmm...roti canai....mmmm XD

home...sick??

meh...i detest...

i'm a bit...bleh....

you know,

you can't help wonder sometimes,

what if i stayed?

what if i just stayed?

would i be happier?

more fun?

better times,

or would i have missed out?

at this stage i'm not sure what i'll miss out really,

comfort food's what i need,

if only i could....

Neways,

i've decided,

i'm going for a trip at the end of the year,

and yes beverly,

i will visit you,

i figured in december,

for bout 3 weeks would be good,

i've always wanted to see the kop and old trafford,

for the illiterate they're stadiums,

maybe watch a match,

that'd be nice,

but...thats still a long way...a loooong way....

I wanted to blog about my stupid medical check up at the stupid hospital,

but...maybe next time...

mean while,

incase you're wondering how sad i am,

no need to imagine,

i do you one better...

aparently there's still life in me XD

Pretty eh,

abit melancholic,

a view outside my apartment.

My com is screwed,

just my luck,

3 days after i get net connection,

its screwed,

stupid shits,

neways,

ignoring my dumb arse luck,

i decided to hop on a tram and go down to the beach,

its more of a "not cause i want to, but just cause i can" kinda thing.

St Kilda...beach of mine..

OUCH!! =)

Kinda like what Eden would look like eh...

If you look hard enough...you MIGHT just see a rainbow =)

OI!!! What kind of cacat castle is this??

Oooo....Woooow...Weeeee...

Walking in straight lines....

St Kilda mall....er.....

An excuse of a sunset shot...


Dirty little dodge...XD

Catch the sun


Wedding car...sorry la..its not everyday you see a Rolls and a Jag side by side..

So thus ends my tour of St Kilda beach,
come visit me and i'd be more than happy to take you around XD,
so till next time...



P.S. damn alot of wedding la....its like easter 1 week then wedding the next

Dude first off man Red Hot Chilli Peppers rule,
i don't give a shit what others say i just think they rule,
having said that,
i just saw them live,
HELL YEAH!!!!
well sorta,
it was a free thingo so Anthony Kidis i.e. lead singer wasn't there,
stillllll....it was cool.

So i was watching tv right,
so then they said RHCP are coming,
and i was...sweet...gotta see...
then the guy says infact they're in town,
INFACT they're playing NOW,
at first i went blank for a bit,
then suddenly...my arm didn't really hurt no more,
then i wasn't hungry no more,
took me 2 seconds to change and 20 minutes to get there.

I must say it wasn't really that good la,
i mean make no mistake these guys are great,
and John Fruciante was soloing the entire thing the whole way,
but without Anthony...a bit dull la,
atmosphere was cool though,
but meh,
its like a little teaser,
its like a trailer,
the kinda stuff you let people just taste,
just taste enough to come back,
and i must say...i'm sold.

Neways i just checked the prices for the cirque du soleil,

must say,

freaking cut throat man,
i mean $250 for the VIP,

$250!!!

cheapest is like $70 bucks i think,

still too expensive,

plus i don't think there's any concession prices,

tried checking for them,

*sigh*,

i don't know man,

ah well,

maybe i'll stick to the chilli peppers instead,

i would love to go though,

i saw Quidam on tv the other day...not bad,

i say...the way they get to those poses ah...no joke man.

So till next time,

The picture i took wasn't all that good thanks to my suprerb photographic abilities so its this one instead

Ola mi amigo,

i'm back,
for good now,

after two months of procrastinating,

and one month of waiting,

i've finally,

FINALLY,

i finally have net connection,

just got the ADSL kit this morning,

installed and its all good so far ma brother,

neways this thing is pretty damn fast man,

i mean seriously,

SERIOUSLY,

its so fast that flashman would pee in his pants when he finds out how fast it is,

ok la...maybe not that fast la....but it's pretty fast.

Neways holidays now,

two weeks of solitary confinement,

not exactly la...damn i exaggerate too much,

but here's something,

i broke my arm,

in a rather embarassing way,

but the point is i broke my arm,

now my left arm feels retarded,

seriously,

i forget sometimes my arm is broken,

so i try doing stuff normally,

till my left arm suddenly hurts,

then i also suddenly rememeber,

sad la,

doc says 4 weeks...fair enough i guess,

i was hoping to play football and golf and all that but.....

Neways you guys back there have no idea what you guys are missing here man,

i mean autumn here is like you finding the holy grail in a very exaggerated way,

couple weeks ago fall out boy was here,

then sat was JOHN MAYER!!!!!!

then beyonce' meh can't quite spell it right...

gwen is coming,

cirque de solie is coming,

there's the comedy festival,

then there's the jazz festival,

james morrison,

i think pink floyd is coming,

the list just goes on and on la basically,

so suck ass malaysia!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA,

Basiclly...wait.....oh no...i shouldn't..but i must,

planet shakers,

i almost forgot,

planet shakers,

thats right maniacs...planet shakers,

and they're playing 2 blocks away from where i live,

litterally,

i mean...i walk down to get lunch..whoops...planet shakers,

i walk down for dinner....whoopdedoo..planet shakers again,

i swear they've been going on for weeks now and worst thing,

they're still playing (ailin's gonna kill me XD),

facinating isn't it,

to tell you the truth i got more things to worry about but i just thought people might want to now,

just to rub it in a liltle..=)

Neways thats bout it...

funny stuff eh..

I'm going off the deep end,
i jest,
maybe i don't.

Neways i'm tired,
very,
i've just finished a hell week,
SAC's after SAC's after SAC's,
i assure you not funny,
this week is results week,
don't really want to talk about it,
take a hint eh,
life's no breeze eh.

Holidays next week,
but thats all pointless,
more studying i guess,
i hate those holidays where they give you back the results just before the hols,
evil bastards,
makes you so mournfull during the hols,
mah...
don't give a shit,
i'm still gonna camp out at aimans for a few days,
.....FOXTEL......

Neways went to the moomba festival,
meh,
nothing much really,
went to all the rides,
aiman belanja,
actually his parents la,
but all the same,
friends with benefits eh,
no mood to blog really,
more like an obligation if ya know what i mean.

Neways i got the wesleyan of the year shit thing,
so overated if you ask me,
my dad called me the other day,
he was all happy and all," eh(which is how he usually starts a convo) your vice principal called la"
i was like...SHIT!!!!FUCK!!!OMFG!!!! don't tell me i failed or something....
then he goes," you got the wesleyan of the year la..congratulations ah"
it took me a while,
then when it finally sunk in," oh..ok"
i feel i don't really deserve it,
i mean,
what did i do?
vice cap...oooo..big deal...
meh...must be the SAC's damn SAC's..should've stayed at home,
neways i got my testi and certified results the other day,
*sigh*
ever felt like you won't believe a word people say unless you see it for yourself,
you know,
kinda like UFO's and bigfoot,
yea,
the mail just made me a believer,
stupid bm.
I FUCKING HATE BM!!!! ARGH!!!

Neways i'll vamoos now,
i've got to get a hair cut,
then study for my another SAC,
FUCK!!!!!!!
just so ya know....

FUCK SPM!!!!

Connectionless

I got no net connection.
Period.
Not any more.
This sucks.
At least for the moment.
I think i'm being over dramatic.
Actually i am.
XD

Okay,
so my parents were here last week,
actually they left this afternoon,
actually they're prolly boarding the plane now,
so they checked out my place,
commented on how dirty the place was,
they brought cookies!!!XD mmm.....pineaple tarts.....o.o...
they bought me a rice cooker so i can cook rice......
they filled my fridge up,
oh,
they also took away my net connection.
jkohpo%7YT9JKLBJKB;K!!!!!!!!
......
apparently it was too slow (which it was)
and too expansive (which it is)
ever felt like your parents just had all the answers,
*darth vader like voice*Resistance is FUTILE*exit with darth vader laugh*
*sigh*
so i had my net connection for approximately 7 days,
i feel so used.....
neways i'll be getting ADSL so no worries,
haha...thats right baby,
take that Strymx,
faster more efficient and way cooler,
i mean Strymx...meh....soso..
but ADSL...haha...now thats a cool name XD
so i'll be back online pretty soon,
and btw...if you msg me in msn and noone answers thats prolly my dad back in KL,
so no hard feelings ya...its not like anyone msg's me in msn anyways...=(

So anyways i got myself a gitar,
woohoo!!!!
Washburn baby!!!
this one totally kicks the guitar in malaysia sitting in my living rooms ass!!
it looks sooo cool,
not really la actually,
but for the sake of it,
it looks sooo cool!!!!
i pestered my dad to get me one since he wouldn't carry mine in malaysia,
should've seen my mum,

Mum: How much is the guitar?
Me : Er...i don't know...300 plus lo i guess
Mum: WHAT!!?? 300 PLUS AH!!! YOU SIAO MEH, SO EXPANSIVE!!!
Me : Wah piang...good guitar what...washburn leh..
Mum: I don't care whether its washburn or wash your cha cheng(back side) its still expansive
Me: .........

Anyways i might be going back in july,
not in time for my birthday though,
but just as well,
i figured since its going to be so bloody cold here,
and its a holiday i figured meh...why not,
my dad's against it though,
but he's mellable.

I think thats bout it really for now,
so i'll talk to some of you,
any of you,
hopefully,
soon,
though noone reads my blog....its the saddening truth,
once my ADSL comes,
so busy at school,
bloody SAC's,
my mum forgot to take the chocolates from the fridge XD,
so till next time,
PLEASE TAG!!!!!!!
p.s. my mum just said to me to go slow on the chocs....XD

Greetings from the land down under again but with a twist.....

i have net connection once again...FINALLY!!!!!!

geez...i tell you net here is so mafan to get,

i had to lie to get one,

so strict right,

in malaysia the stupid malau's say cannot cause got no line,

here the sakai's say cannot cause i not old enough,

ni a made..kaninia laubu la ci bai kia...

ok...

the important thing is i got net connection,

so i can chat and download again,

*sigh*

i hate the stupid plans here,

400 mb for a month and $84.90,

thats a lot of money ok,

somemore not broadband,

so i got to monitor how much i use,

so far i'm up to 50 mb......wtf??!!!

all i did was go visit blogs...

blogs also use 50 mb already....'-.-...

Neways autumn is coming,

which means brown leaves and loneliness,

a bit melodramatic eh,

i like the brown leaves,

something bout leaves turning brown,

i think its kinda sweet,

autumn also means that my parents are coming,

.................

they're coming this friday,

not excatly autumn la,

but close enough,

....nothing much to say bout them la really,

so lets juts leave it at that.

So i heard bout lynn and ming eh,

never met this ming guy but he seems like a nice guy,

so i suppose he's a real catch eh,

so i guess i bid you guys a good luck tough i'm pretty sure lynn'll never read this since somehow she never seems to read my blog,

or she does and just never tags or she does but doesn't want to tag cause.....i don't know why...

I guess thats bout it for now really,

i just realised there's a 3 hour difference,

no wonder noone's online,

neways...yea...so till next time..

p.s. ok...the blogskin is annoying, maybe i'll change

Michelle, my pal,

These are words that go together well,

My Michelle

-Michelle-

-the Beatles-

damn nostalgic la....

Chinese new year was shit.
It was hot, it was dry and it was sooo balrdy boring.

I had lunch with ny aunt during cny,
to get there i had to meet my aunt in china town,
china town+cny=FUCKING PACKED!!!!!
It was so packed its not funny,
i tell you these aussie-chinese are..........!!!
i fell sad,
neways got to my aunts and had lunch there,
we had crab, a bit of lobster, some steam boat...
ok la, not that bad after all,
the food was good, i tell a lie..the food was FREAKING AWESOME!!!
but what do you expect coming from a family with 3 chefs and all happen to be there at the same time,
too many cooks don't spoil the soup...sometimes,
then the night before (i know a bit siao going backwars) i had dinner with my cousin in some restaurant in Franklin St somewhere in town,
ok la...not too bad but the sunday lunch was sooo much better,
mmmm....lobster and crab.....

NOW lets talk about AIMAN'S GAZILLIION DOLLAR SUPER UBER COOL APARTMENT!!!!
yup...aiman has a GAZILLION DOLLAR SUPER UBER COOL APARTMENT!!!!
I met up with aiman and ailin the other day,
and i was whole heartedly complaining to aiman who btw looks pretty damn...strange..sorry! about the terrible heat wave when he starts smiling at me,
then i told him my apartment had no air conditioning and no fan,
and then he smiled wider,
then i asked about his apartment...BHKJGLUK&*(^*(_%f(pg(_!!!!!!!!!!!!
So me and ailin decided to pay his apartemnt a liltle visit,
its like i stepped into a pent house man..
you've got all these cool sorta modern sculptures which obviously he doesn't use,
he's got TWO toilets with one ENSUITE,
he's got an INBUUILT AIR CONDITIONNING!!!!
AND FOXTELL!!!
NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!
foxtell=100 channels=football=mtv=100 x better than astro!!!!!!
AT LEAST he don have his PS2..if not i'd have killed him there,
I shouldn't have went to his apartment, cause i didn't want to leave,
good thing is he's leaving in april, XD..
which means i get to bunk in his apartment XDDXDXDXD...
foxtell+aircond=XDXDXDXDXDXDXD!!!
so after watching thats so raven in aiman's apartment,
me and ailin left and i went back to my crummy apartment,
rather sad, actually very sad,
my place no fan(just got one so...now got) no aircond, no foxtell, no net connection,
its a sad excuse for an apartment...

I've enrolled myself in the taylors soccer club,
its sorta a means of making myself loose weight,
although here, you never loose weight,
but i'ma make that change i tell you....
once i come back i'ma be thin,
and muscular,
and.......cool XD (yup thats right beve...i've decided to loose weight)

So anyway thats bout it,
there are tonnes of m'sians here btw,
and prisham do you have a cousin named yakshinni or something like that who lives in s'pore?
AND!!!!
SELAMAT TAHUN BABI!!!

This wednesday sucks.

School ended at 3 today,
it was pretty alright,
i had two math then a 1 hour and 25 minute break then chem,
in all honesty the day was....alright,
nothing special happened,
it was rather boring,
boringer than usual,
maybe its just math,
i mean an hour and 25 of math is enough to kill someone,
i had double that,
or maybe its chem,
50 minutes everyday's good enough, and now an hour and 25...bely da boring man..
but then maybe its something else.....

I just realised that i don't have a nail clipper,
i've been letting my nails grow to a rather disturbing lenght and it ain't pretty,
i've also just realised how annoying my mum can be,
a couple of weeks ago i told her i can't come back for CNY,
she says why, which is fair enough,
i said i have SAC's,
she says so?!,
i said its important and that it counts as part of my final marks,
she says....oh...okay....change the date la...
i said(trying to be calm) cannot...
she says why?!
well you get the picture...
so anyways, i had to go pester the teacher to write a letter saying i have SAC's so she can get it to the airline company so that they'd refund the money.....
then i had to courier the bloody letter and the ticket back to Malaysia which cost $40,
which isn't cheap in case your wondering,
and i had to walk around the city for an hour before i found a courier office,
and all this cause i can't comeback and all this cause she "thought" i had holidays on CNY,
i mean i love her and all that but she a bit luan la sometimes...
now i've gotta get her wild yam cream (god knows what that is)
from some shop which is practically the other side of town. *sigh*
i dunno la...its a bit the what la i can't explain....

So its valentines day eh,
there was this really crazy news here,
apprently this dude bought a house as a valentine's day present,
the dude actually had the house wrapped up and he took his fiance via the helicopter to go see the house,
not bad eh,
but generally valentines day here's pretty boring,
i went out for lunch just now and i saw a couple of guys holding boquet of roses waiting,
i wonder whether the roses ever got to the person,
anyways, valentines day, i think is pretty pointless,
it gets people so worked up,
and guys are expected to just do all these things,
so gut wrenching...
it makes me sad la in a way,
i so lonely,
takde orang to say happy valentines day too,
i think i'm just bitter.

Neways thats bout it now really,
Happy Valentine's Day guys,
if you are lonely, may you be lonely no more,
and if oyu are loved, may you be loved even more

btw...i know she won't read this but happy valentine's day

Liverpool kalah!!!!!!

Aiyo!!!!

I turn on the tv, and i saw........
Newcastle Utd vs. Liverpool: 2-1

Aiyo....so sakit hati,
after a month wihtout football then suddenly...out of the blue...liverpool kalah...wah piang!!!

Neways its been pretty boring really,
i wake up at 7.50 every morning except weekends and weds,
i leave for school at round 8.10 ish..
i reach school at 8.40 after WALKING for 30 minutes,
i reach school slightly exhausted,
spend about 6 hours at school,
walk ALL THE WAY home again..another 30 minutes,
then watch tv till 11,
then go to sleep.

All in all not very interesting really,
there isn't much homework too so basically i'm done in an hour,
mostly on specialist math cause its FREAKING CRAZY!!!!
then i pretty much stone,
in fact its so boring here i've got no idea what to blog about....so..lets talk about ESL

ESL or english as second language is a course taken by the slightly impaired language wise,
the class is made primarily of chinese people who speak chinese,
ok..basically its a pretty boring class la,
and its also my last lesson of the day, except on weds...sometimes....
and to be honest i have no idea what i'm doing there,
one night, i was sitting on the couch right,
then i thought to myself,
why am i in ESL?
i mean, i speak good english,
i wirte pretty well,
so why am i in ESL??
i honestly don't know,
i mean no offence but the kids there, their english sucks,
the teacher's there right,
he's asking us all these questions and i'm answering all of them,
now there's gotta be something wrong there....right?
neways apparently its easy to score in so i guess i'm sticking to it.

*sigh*
I still don't have net connection in my apartment,
My mum is REALLY ANOYING!!!!!!!
I've gotta go finish my specialist math,
And.......I'M BORED!!!! SOMEONE PLEASE COME TO MELBOURNE AND VISIT MEEEE!!!!!!!
*post melbourne stress*
so till next time....

p.s this year no ang pow X(((

Wasssup ya'll,
I hail thee again from the land of the "g'day mates!!",
i know its been a while and what can i say,
i still don't have a net connection and setting one up here costs a bomb,
sooo...i've resorted to doing all my bloggings in the school's com lab till further notice,
so school eh,
its fine i guess,
there are a few m'sians here,
mostly from penang,
i don't know why from penang but they're from penang,
there's nothing much to shout about the school really,
its a college,
there are tonnes and i mean TONNES of chinese from china,
they speak chinese(obviously) and nothing else really,
and you know la, there england is so powderfull,
for some really awkward reason i was put in ESL i.e. english as second language,
i was suppose to change but i couldn't be bothered really,
the class is pretty slow,
cause the teacher keeps stressing on the words and the meaning and some words are pretty obvious and its soooo annoying sometimes but meh...

So i've officially moved into the apartment,
its alright i guess,
its pretty lonely at night but i'll be fine,
food's not really a prob but of course you pay for what you get lo...

I've finally decided not to come bcak for CNY..
too ma fan,
cause i've got no breaks for cny and i also got this assestment shit smack in the middle of cny,
so sorry mates.

So far its been pretty boring,
cuase i haven't had to make friends for soo long you kinda forget how,
so pretty much i'm alone,
with not really anyone to talk to,
i suppsoe thats alright really,
i mean i've got cheng lee but i hardly see him anyways,
and ailin and aiman of course,
but i haven't seen them yet.

Thats bout it really.....unfortunately my msn is non existant cause i don't got no net connection at home..so till next time....

Good day, mates!!

Greetings, i hail thee from the land of the "Good day mates!",
so far its been pretty fine i guess, i don't miss home as much as i thought i would really,
prolly cause i'm staying at my aunts for a while, which is family, which is sorta a compensation,
but the real adventure starts next week really, when i move in my appartment so that should be a joy to watch,
so far adjusting has been pretty alright,
i have this theory that the less you expect the better things will turn up for you,
so far, it seems to be working,
people here are soso i guess,
normal's the word i suppose, just that there are more ang moh's than in malaysia (gee..i wonder why??!!) and they smoke a lot,
i mean A LOT,
they love their ciggs so much that the first thing you smell after you exit the terminal is tobaco,
and after 8 hours in a freaking plane with an inconsiderate IDIOT sitting in front of you,
the last thing you REALLY need is for those foul gasses to intoxicate you,
i swear by the rate their going they'd all be dead when they reach 50.

I've been left alone in the house for the week cause my aunt and all the little ones are going on a vacation to Lawn, which is somewhere in australia,
they asked me to come but i humbly declined,
personally, going on a trip when i just got here=not a very good idea,
so i stayed back and i have the whole house to myself,
which is great and all but i have NOTHING TO DO!!!!,
*sigh* all i've been doing is watching the aussie open all day, and i mean all day.......
which is why i have nothing to blog about which is why i'm blogging about this.

ANYWAY i suppose thats about it really,
school starts next wed, and i got orrientation on tues so hopefully i'll have something to blog then, so untill next time.....

p.s. i tried to tell her but alas i failed miserably, i still wish i did but i guess we'll never know...but how is she btw?

So it ends, my time here in malaysia is coming to a close, 9 more hours till my flight,
what lies ahead, a new chapter of my life, its weird, i've been picturing this moment for a long time now,
since i was form 1, i somehow knew i was going to end up in australia, melbourne in partucular,
when i didn't leave for melb in form 3 my hopes and aspirations were dampened for a bit,
but now, its a whole different ball game.

Went to sam+rach's birthday party on saturday, it was alright,
as opposed to the 80 odd that sam invited i think only round 30 came at most,
but it was alright, we still had fun, at least they did, i was more stoned than anything really,
something to do with the going away,
got to meet quite a few poeple and exchanged a few goodbye's and good luck's,
i really wonder if i'll ever see any of them ever again,
prolly not,
but there was one thing i really regreted though, then again maybe not,
i should've told her eh,
prolly ages ago,
but i chickened out,
i guess i am a chicken,
i suppose beve was right,
i am a big ass chicken (among the other things she so blatantly called me).

Ah well, regrets i've had a few eh,
well thats bout it, 9 more hours till take off, so till next time, form melb this time.....

Cause we are gonna be,

Forever you and me,

Always keep it flying,

High in the sky.

-High-

Lighthouse Family

As the lrt came up to the station, i couldn't help but feel the anxiety,
as adrenalin pumps through my body,
i stepped out, and i felt a distinct feeling,
a feeling i haven't felt in a while,
i took the escalator down, just like i had done hundreads of times before,
i could hear their merry voices,
laughing away,
and as i approached the building,
i noticed something,
something rather awkward,
almost wrong,
the building i spent so much time in,
is now......ORANGE!!!!

I went back to school the other day, i must say, it looks pretty nice,
the new block isn't quite done yet but its really taking shape,
they basically moved all the upper sec to the new block and now the form 3's n 2's are occupying the old new block, the really old block houses all the little ones with all their little things,
its pretty weird really, its like stepping into a time zone,
i actually still a bit stiff when i walk into the office,
its like a freaking presence man,
btw, the office had a face lift man, they moved it to the new new block,
and their doing renovations on the old block now.

It was pretty cool walking down the hallway again,
very nostalgic, its like deja vu all over again,
i had a few weird glances from the students,
it took them a while to figure out who i was, must've been the hair cut =),
even hayats and leong had to stare at me for a while,
talked to a couple of people, the prefects look pretty slick i must say,
they're new unifrom is sooooo much better than ours,
CURSES!!!

I had a nice chat with Pn. Noor,
she's still Pn. Noor, still telling me bout the prefects and all the mishaps and the shit that happens within the prefect's,
i sat in for the interact meeting,
it was sooo freaking funny, i walked in as Zabs was scolding them, then she seemed to potong steam for a while,
they've already selected the form 4's which i must say is really fast,
its really funny seeing zabs scold the form 4's, so surreal, brings back fond memories =),
stayed back a while to talk to zabs,
she was telling me how all the teachers are all scattered now,
like jamaliah and haslina moved out of the tudung gang's fortress,
and how the interact club is giving her so much trouble...where have i heard that before eh...

Left school at around 5 ish,
i must say, it was really a trip down memory lane,
its nice to see the school's changing for the better,
it looks much better than when i came in 6 years ago,
i still miss the school a bit i guess,
just a little bit,
at the corner of my heart =)

So thats bout it for now really, i've gotta pack!!!!
so till next time....

p.s. 4 days and counting =S

Your voice echoes through my head,

Its been a while since i thought of you,

But how unforgettable your voice is,

So resounding,

So loud,

Oh! How unforgettable your voice is.

I went shopping yesterday for what else..underwear.

I'm proud to say that i have more than enough underwear to last me for 3 WEEKS even WITHOUT having to WASH ANY =), and i have to thank my personal bank account i.e. my mum for everything =)

So i went out to ampang point again today for a different reason obviously, i wanted to see whether any one of the 3 electronics shops can repair an i pod, unsuprisingly none of them could, i'm begining to wonder whether investing on an i pod is really worth it.

FIRSTLY: 940 bucks a pop for a nano 4GB=not very cheap seeing as the zen's 4GB player is 700++

SECONDLY: there's no legal waranty but you have to get it online, how inconvinient is that!

THRID: once the battery dies, as in really dies, your freaking screwed, i mean there's no freaking way you'd be able to get it to work agian except by wiping out the memory and redownload ALL your songs.

FOURTH: you can't ABSOLUTELY can't repair it UNLESS you go to a stupid apple center

*)_(JJHJ^i*^*&^$vjkf^do^de&(%UJGYPI!!!!!!

So anyway, i went to the shop right and i ask this guy, so he says no, but he says you can go to great eastern mall cause there's an apple center there, so i says okay and thanks,

so i walk myself down the floors and i'm heading towards the door right then i think to myself,"Hey, your not busy, you've got time PLENTY of time right, seeing as you got SOOOO MUCH TIME just go to great eastern mall la!!", so i hop into a cab and says to him,"Great Eastern Mall please!!", so i get my ass there paid about 4 bucks and i walk in, so i go straight to the receptionist and i says," Excuse me, where's the apple center?", she stares at me, then she says,"Sorry, we had one but not anymore", BKIO%*&%*^%#eipoufvb!!!!

So anyway, i decided since i got myself there anyway, i might as well stay,

honestly its a pretty dead place, there's really nothing much there, there's a couple of restaurants, starbucks, a few sports shop, a couple of hair dressers and thats bout it, there's hardly anyone there really, personally i think its all really a waste of space, but hey thats just personally, i got myself a frappucino (i think thats how you spell it) and got back,

i suppose i'll try low yat plaza next but meh, abit too lazy to get my ass there.

Was talking to ailin a couple of days ago and i've finally decided on what to get sam and rach, no its not underwear altough that would've been a wicked idea if i had the guts to go into a shop and get ladies lingirie but something more conventional and edible, so 3 guesses to what it is eh.

On another note, i went out with rach, ailin, adam, xilin and hanna the other day and we were fussing on what to watch when adam came up with the greatest idea, instead of bickering on what to watch we'd lat it out, we eventually watched pathfinder, which was a crappy show, but the action sequences where pretty good but anyway, don't watch it in a cinema unless you want blood and more blood and gory scenes, it was funny though cause the girls kept going "OOOHHH O.O" and "NOOO" when someones limb gets chopped off, oh and of course i swallowed a gum, lovely fun eh.

So thats bout it really, i'm still rotting at home, but i'm going back to school tomorrow..wOOhOO,

so till next time....

p.s. 6 days and counting

I feel like a sinking ship, slowly taking in water, too slow for anyone to realise but steady enough.

I was siting around in the buggy in the middle of the golf course today halfly reminising on my really lousy golf game, suddenly, i thought of timothy(quek kai liang-timmy old boy-the one thats in my class which is also a librarian, although you'll prolly never read this hi matie!) and i thought to myself what would he be like in the next 10 years, prolly slightly thinner, shorter hair, grad from med school doing his internship,
then i thought about alex and i saw him as this dude prolly working in some hotel organising dinner functions and all those pretty little gala events you see on tv,
then i thought of what i would be like in 10 years...and i went blank...

Its a scary prospect thinking about your own future, when it comes to other people's its easy, you just say "aw he's gonna be a soso" but to yourself, not that easy, i sometimes think about what i'd be in 10 years, mostly wishful stuff, dreams and hopes.

Starting to pack, *Finally!! what my mum said when i told her*, i've realised that i somehow don't have enough underwear...not a very good prospect especially if your living alone for 9+ months, so i'm gonna go out shopping tomorrow to get me underwear!! and other items which are essential to me, but my ipod's still screwed!! *sigh* i suppose i've gotta get it fixed but where??!!..no apple electronic outlets near my house..*double sigh*

I suppose thats bout it really, i still have to finish packing so till next time...btw wat should i get sam and rach?? suggestions??

Close your eyes,

Dry your tears,

Cause when nothing,

Seems clear,

You'll be safe here,

From the sheer weight,

Of your doubts and fears,

Weary heart,

You'll be safe here.

I was wondering, maybe i'll get one of those bean couches when i get to melbourne, the kinds where you can just sink into and sorta feel like your sorta drowning but in a good way.

Only 10 days till i leave, on a concious level, i am sorta ready,

actually i've been ready for quite sometime now, just waiting on the days to pass really, the thing bout me is you build this sense of detachment,

it happened when i left as vice cap and resigned as pres of the interact club, and you find that you disassociate yourselves from these things rather quickly, if you were me la anyways, i don't know whether its a good thing or not but it just is, it happens all the time, like when people are crying over leaving school and not seeing their friends i didn't really bother, happened in primary school, and its happening again.

Sometimes i wonder why it happens, how can we just let go so easily,

how can i let go so easily, sometimes i don't want to forget and i want to feel what its like to really care for someone or thing and not want it to leave, meh, then again maybe not, sometimes i see people crying when

others leave and to a certain extent i get it, but otherwise i don't,

maybe its cause of the lack of closeness the "no clique" policy that i seem to have, meh, thinking too much again.

Neways i went out with prisham and adam on tues, we watched the guardian, to be honest it was pretty alright, much better than i expected it to be, i wouldn't say its the best la but its pretty alright,

whether its cinema worthy or not its totally subjective, if you like ashton kutcher and seeing his body then go ahead otherwise just get the dvd.

Personally, i just wanted to leave the house, a man can only watch so much tv, got to talk and hang abit which was good,

we ran into carmen while we where there, apparently she's working in a häagen-dazs shop somewhere which was cool, if only she'd tell me where..then i could get free ice-cream =D..mmmm...free ice-cream=D=D.

This actually reminds me of another topic but maybe next time,

neways next on the list: pack pack pack...

I was thinking of really decorating my room when i get there, maybe a couple of sofa's maybe a cofee table, a few lava lamps maybe, meh,

then again i'd prolly be to busy lazy, i've been sorta prepping myself,

basically reading the o levels and a levels books, i tell you the physics is crazy man, what we do here is shit compared to the sums the singaporeans do, no wonder they're so bloody kia su, and boyle's law and charles law (more commonly know as hukum boyle dan charles) is in chem, *sigh* i tell you the malaysian edu system....indescribable.

Neways i think thats bout it,

i'll be going to sam's and rachel's praty so thats bout the last time i'll be here till prolly october (just so ya know =D)

When the light dissappears,

And when this worlds insincere,

You'll be safe here,

When nobody,

Here's you scream,

I'll scream with you,

You'll be safe here.

-You'll be safe here-

Rivermaya