Drive a car, crash it on a tree

Ever wonder why we talk to ourselves? Intriguing isn't it. We all talk to ourselves. Some more often then others I must admit but the fact is we do. And truth be told, most of us accept the fact that we talk to ourselves without having to know why. But why? Why do we feel the urge to talk to ourselves sometimes? Why do we feel the urge to shout? Why do we feel the urge to suddenly want to get up and sing or dance? Maybe we're just lonely sometimes, and we just need to talk, not to anyone, just talk. Maybe we need to destress sometimes. Maybe its neither of those or maybe its both. Or maybe we're just crazy.

Neways there's nothing much happening here. Exams the word around town nowadays. Its not too bad really. Its annoying. Cause you got the exams then you got all these other little things that have absolutely nothing to do with the exams. Annoys the living shit outta me sometimes. Exams are in a couple of weeks then freedom for a while, so it seems. Actually, going back to KL don't seem to be such a great idea now. Ah well.

Honestly, I think sometimes, we're all a little crazy. Sometimes insanity is the only form of sanity around. Till next time...

Autumn sky

I like the autumn sky. Very blue. Its like the heavens opened up for a few months then go back to a hiatus for another couple months. Its funny though. Cause I've been around for sometime and I've never really noticed how pretty it is. Espesciallly when the sun sets on the west under the clear autumn sky. Breath taking. A hint of orange covered by the vast of the dark. Almost unnoticable but not quite yet. And the silhouette of the autumn trees, leafless in the background. Beautifull. Its like the heavens are mocking us sometimes. The gods scorn at us, mocking us for our mortality, showing off the vastness of their power. Knowing not that it's this flaw which makes us appreciate things to a greater extent. Thats why the wine tastes sweeter and the food that much better and life just that much more breath taking.

Nothing much has happened really, my trials we're potentially dreadfull, but they weren't. And to be honest life kinda feels like a stand still really. The days pass without much purpose into it. Its just counting down the days hour by hour. Waiting for the inevitable Dooms day which is coming to me face on at a rather alarming rate. The blue sky's really taking its toll on me. Its so soothing. It makes me lazy. Hardly want to do anything nowadays. I'm even too lazy to type further honestly. I wish that was how it was sometimes. Just sit and watch. And laze around under the afternoon sky. That would indeed be ideal. Unfortunately life does go on. So it seems. And I must move along as well. So till next time...

Btw, I didn't take that picture, just got it off somewhere in the net, pictures I took don't do it justice.

Damn.

Liverpool lost.

I've got nothing else to say.

pretty much sums up the night really

Ah well the hopefull remain hopefull so don't get too used to the cup my dear friends for we shall meet again in the cool of the night with the roar of the faithfull!!

Lunch...

OMBFG!!!! I AM FREAKING STUFFED!!!!! O.O



I eat alot, I admit, I mean when I say I eat a lot, I mean I can its not like I go stuffing myself with food all the time but if you've been around me long enough then one can tell that I eat alot, just look at my size, no secrets how it got there. But today, wow, today was special. Today I ate A LOT!! And I know how much you eat is very subjective but believe me, when I say alot, its alot. Its like when you go to those really cheap buffets that happend prolly like once a year and the food meh...not really the best but who cares, cause you're hardup on getting your moneys worth. Oh yeah!!! Today was one of those days.



Today was my physics trial and we finished at I think 1.30-ish so what to do. LUNCH!! So 3 of us set off to eat at Pizza Hut. Normally I'm not a big fan but its 10 bucks all you can eat and BELIVE me we ate all we could eat. I went there with prolly like meh, ok all you can eat so what. Damn we ate. We just kept pilling up the food and ate and ate and then ate somemore. Geez we had so much food I think the workers at Pizza Hut got a bit scared of us. Its no wonder everyone who comes here puts on weight. You become so hardup that the buffets only 10 bucks and you're sooo detemined to eat ALL YOU CAN!!! And to tell ya the truth the food..not so great but who cares. Its like your on adrenaline rush so it don't really matter what it tastes like.



I was so stuffed I could hardly walk after I was done. Had to walk around before I headed back home. Damn I'm stuffed. This is prolly my lunch, dinner and breakfast. No...I'll prolly eat again in dinner XD. Ah well, I'll just let the pictures do the talking.

My makan kakies.

I kinda forgot the before shot =S but here's after 2 rounds XD

The ice-cream mmmm...

More ice-cream..

and..more ice-cream

Ye Ye Man U Kalah!!!

Last night was the most boring FA Cup final period. The first 45 mins were practically shit, the second half was remotely better and extra time was when they really started playing football. Geez talk bout leaving it late. As for Man U fans, =)))) what can I say...Honestly, I thought Man U were going to win coming into the match, but when i saw them play, its sad. But Chelsea were bloody lucky I must say. First the Rooney miss which was practically a sitting duck, then the missed goal by Giggs, which I consider to be a sitting duck as well then Drogba's last last last minute goal. Well well, I suppose there is a greater force which restores order to the universe.

Anyways its cold and I've got exams next week. So begins Hell Week 2 >.< Whats more Liverpool's playing AC Milan next week. I guess it'll just have to wait, just like my guitar, books, and pretty much everything else. I just spent 4 hours doing ESL SAC and its still not done. *sigh* Gonna do a bit of math after this and then prolly some Chem or Phys depending on what I feel like. Suppose the more substantial post'll have to wait. Just really wanted to say Man U lost really XD.

Soooooo...till next time

Of exams and....

CI BAI!!!

Believe it or not that was the FIRST thing I heard when I stepped outta the elevator this morning. Interesting eh. Aparently someone found out that they had a SAC on that day and didn't know about it. Wonder how his day went? Neways Hell Week 1 is over, and so begins Hell Week 2, Physics and Chemistry trials next week and ESL SAC. Damn, we don't get no break I'll tell you that. Whats more, my physics teacher has been absent from class for the past 3 days, 3 DAYS!!! Normally I don't give a shit, but trials are next week!!! AND she hasn't even covered the syllabus, in the wise words of my good friend Shaun, "Fuck....." AND my physics trials are also to be a SAC ,"Double fuck...." I should really stop cursing. AND my chemistry syllabus also isn't covered fully, you get the idea.

Neways I've realised that I've been complaining alot lately, okay, I've pretty much just been complaining, rightfully so mind you, but I figured this post deserves a real good post. I owe it to my fans who seem to be diminishing. Lets talk about...I'm lost, I don't have anything to talk about. Meh, my brains slowly turning to mush. Ah well, my 20 minutes of fame are up, I've gotta go back to studying, so I suppose I'll blog about something more substantial next time.

In the words of one very wise person,
Stay cool as honey and sweet as ice.

Till next time...

p.s. TAG DAMN IT!!!!! TAG!!!!

Condemned

Ever felt like you were doomed? Not the sudden panic you get when you've forgotten
something, nothing like that, rather the realisation that you're just utterly doomed, period, nothing you can do about it. And you just count the seconds, unwilling but all knowing. Its like the calm before the storm, you wait, hoping, for the best but undoubtedly knowing the inevitable fact that must nay will happen. Hope is vain. How misleading the calm is, toying with us. Sucks eh.

Rough week this one, 3 SAC's 3 tests. Tiring. I think I'ma go back to studying, I was gonna blog about Cirque du Soleil, maybe next time.

Mean while.

-a picture of a child dying during the holocaust in WW2.-

O cruel world,

I ask thee but one question,

Why me?

Change?

I figured it was time, too many people've complained bout the blog and how they can't read it, well, I hope your happy now. Then again maybe its cause I wanted a change. Meh..don't know.

Neways it's been another hell of a week, had 3 tests in the span of 2 days then 6 more next week. It's safe to say this is literally killing me. Stupid SAC's. *sigh* Neways i pretty much screwed up my math methods SAC, thanks to me. Two STUPID question which were STUPIDLY EASY and I left them blank. BLANK!!! WHAT THE F&*K WAS I THINKING!!???!!!

It's a miricle I'm alive, you think SPM's stress, hah..SPM's a bloody BREAZE, THIS is stress, tests every week, SAC's every fortnight. Miraculously, I still have time to blog and change my blog skin..=S.

Neways I've got nothing much to say, TAG!!! My new tag board is too empty.

3 tests next week and 3 SAC's next week, mocks in 2 weeks!!....and....MID TERMS MONTH!!! ARGH!!!! HELP!!!!!! NO!!!! SHIT!!!!!! F&*()*()(&)^!!!!!!!

p.s. i'm hopping on a plane and getting my ass back to Malaysia on the 5th of July

Boston by Augustana

SHIT!!!!
MOCKS!!!
ARE!!!!
IN!!!!
TWO WEEEEKKKKKSSSSS!!!!!!!

fuck...
fuck.....
FUCK!!!!
and we are no where NEAR the end of the sylabus!!
FUCK!!!!

OMFGWTF!!!

On a lighter note,
i'm currently reading 1984 by George Orwell,
pretty good stuff,
very political,
right up my alley,
i've been facinated with old stuff lately,
not old la...vintage,
Frank Sinatra to Nat King Cole,
stuff from Nirvana to The Police,
Tenneson, Poe, Hemingway, Orwell, Well's,
good stuff,
contemporary stuff,
its funny how i make time for all this,
and not for my.....

MOCKS!!!!

ARGH!!!!

"Untill they become concious they will never rebel, and untill after they have rebelled they cannot become concious"

- Nineteen Eighty-four by George Orwell-

p.s. forgive my cursing