Time

What would happen if the world stopped?

I know that if the world stopped we'd be lighter, marginally, 2 Newtons lighter to be exact. Seeing as thats 0.2 kg don't make much of a difference. But say it did stop. What would happen? One side of the earth'd be baking all the time and the other'd be freezing all the time.But would time freeze? Be cool if it did eh.

Its a common misconception. We know it won't stop but we wish it could. So we question ourselves sometimes, so we say, "Hey! You know what? Maybe it does stop!". Its like if the world spun the other way round, right to left instead of left to right. Maybe it'd turn back time. Kinda like the old Superman movie, where Louis dies and Superman spins the world the other way round to turn back time and save Louis.

Truth is we humans are a greedy bunch. We want everything. We think we can get everything. Heck we think we're entitled to everything. Life, time, space, and everything that comes with it. And when we do get everything, we want more. Its like what Steinbeck once wrote, the more we want, the more we dream, the more we dream, the more we want. I guess thats that, its human nature, beating it would be pointless, changing it would be impossible.

Stopping time's just an elaborate part of it. Its an urge. Our urge to control everything. We don't have too, we just want too. For whatever reasons. For now its a hoax. A believeable one, if you're willing to believe, and who knows, maybe one day, in the not too distant future, but for know, its just a dream.

Drive a car, crash it on a tree

Ever wonder why we talk to ourselves? Intriguing isn't it. We all talk to ourselves. Some more often then others I must admit but the fact is we do. And truth be told, most of us accept the fact that we talk to ourselves without having to know why. But why? Why do we feel the urge to talk to ourselves sometimes? Why do we feel the urge to shout? Why do we feel the urge to suddenly want to get up and sing or dance? Maybe we're just lonely sometimes, and we just need to talk, not to anyone, just talk. Maybe we need to destress sometimes. Maybe its neither of those or maybe its both. Or maybe we're just crazy.

Neways there's nothing much happening here. Exams the word around town nowadays. Its not too bad really. Its annoying. Cause you got the exams then you got all these other little things that have absolutely nothing to do with the exams. Annoys the living shit outta me sometimes. Exams are in a couple of weeks then freedom for a while, so it seems. Actually, going back to KL don't seem to be such a great idea now. Ah well.

Honestly, I think sometimes, we're all a little crazy. Sometimes insanity is the only form of sanity around. Till next time...

Autumn sky

I like the autumn sky. Very blue. Its like the heavens opened up for a few months then go back to a hiatus for another couple months. Its funny though. Cause I've been around for sometime and I've never really noticed how pretty it is. Espesciallly when the sun sets on the west under the clear autumn sky. Breath taking. A hint of orange covered by the vast of the dark. Almost unnoticable but not quite yet. And the silhouette of the autumn trees, leafless in the background. Beautifull. Its like the heavens are mocking us sometimes. The gods scorn at us, mocking us for our mortality, showing off the vastness of their power. Knowing not that it's this flaw which makes us appreciate things to a greater extent. Thats why the wine tastes sweeter and the food that much better and life just that much more breath taking.

Nothing much has happened really, my trials we're potentially dreadfull, but they weren't. And to be honest life kinda feels like a stand still really. The days pass without much purpose into it. Its just counting down the days hour by hour. Waiting for the inevitable Dooms day which is coming to me face on at a rather alarming rate. The blue sky's really taking its toll on me. Its so soothing. It makes me lazy. Hardly want to do anything nowadays. I'm even too lazy to type further honestly. I wish that was how it was sometimes. Just sit and watch. And laze around under the afternoon sky. That would indeed be ideal. Unfortunately life does go on. So it seems. And I must move along as well. So till next time...

Btw, I didn't take that picture, just got it off somewhere in the net, pictures I took don't do it justice.

Damn.

Liverpool lost.

I've got nothing else to say.

pretty much sums up the night really

Ah well the hopefull remain hopefull so don't get too used to the cup my dear friends for we shall meet again in the cool of the night with the roar of the faithfull!!

Lunch...

OMBFG!!!! I AM FREAKING STUFFED!!!!! O.O



I eat alot, I admit, I mean when I say I eat a lot, I mean I can its not like I go stuffing myself with food all the time but if you've been around me long enough then one can tell that I eat alot, just look at my size, no secrets how it got there. But today, wow, today was special. Today I ate A LOT!! And I know how much you eat is very subjective but believe me, when I say alot, its alot. Its like when you go to those really cheap buffets that happend prolly like once a year and the food meh...not really the best but who cares, cause you're hardup on getting your moneys worth. Oh yeah!!! Today was one of those days.



Today was my physics trial and we finished at I think 1.30-ish so what to do. LUNCH!! So 3 of us set off to eat at Pizza Hut. Normally I'm not a big fan but its 10 bucks all you can eat and BELIVE me we ate all we could eat. I went there with prolly like meh, ok all you can eat so what. Damn we ate. We just kept pilling up the food and ate and ate and then ate somemore. Geez we had so much food I think the workers at Pizza Hut got a bit scared of us. Its no wonder everyone who comes here puts on weight. You become so hardup that the buffets only 10 bucks and you're sooo detemined to eat ALL YOU CAN!!! And to tell ya the truth the food..not so great but who cares. Its like your on adrenaline rush so it don't really matter what it tastes like.



I was so stuffed I could hardly walk after I was done. Had to walk around before I headed back home. Damn I'm stuffed. This is prolly my lunch, dinner and breakfast. No...I'll prolly eat again in dinner XD. Ah well, I'll just let the pictures do the talking.

My makan kakies.

I kinda forgot the before shot =S but here's after 2 rounds XD

The ice-cream mmmm...

More ice-cream..

and..more ice-cream

Ye Ye Man U Kalah!!!

Last night was the most boring FA Cup final period. The first 45 mins were practically shit, the second half was remotely better and extra time was when they really started playing football. Geez talk bout leaving it late. As for Man U fans, =)))) what can I say...Honestly, I thought Man U were going to win coming into the match, but when i saw them play, its sad. But Chelsea were bloody lucky I must say. First the Rooney miss which was practically a sitting duck, then the missed goal by Giggs, which I consider to be a sitting duck as well then Drogba's last last last minute goal. Well well, I suppose there is a greater force which restores order to the universe.

Anyways its cold and I've got exams next week. So begins Hell Week 2 >.< Whats more Liverpool's playing AC Milan next week. I guess it'll just have to wait, just like my guitar, books, and pretty much everything else. I just spent 4 hours doing ESL SAC and its still not done. *sigh* Gonna do a bit of math after this and then prolly some Chem or Phys depending on what I feel like. Suppose the more substantial post'll have to wait. Just really wanted to say Man U lost really XD.

Soooooo...till next time

Of exams and....

CI BAI!!!

Believe it or not that was the FIRST thing I heard when I stepped outta the elevator this morning. Interesting eh. Aparently someone found out that they had a SAC on that day and didn't know about it. Wonder how his day went? Neways Hell Week 1 is over, and so begins Hell Week 2, Physics and Chemistry trials next week and ESL SAC. Damn, we don't get no break I'll tell you that. Whats more, my physics teacher has been absent from class for the past 3 days, 3 DAYS!!! Normally I don't give a shit, but trials are next week!!! AND she hasn't even covered the syllabus, in the wise words of my good friend Shaun, "Fuck....." AND my physics trials are also to be a SAC ,"Double fuck...." I should really stop cursing. AND my chemistry syllabus also isn't covered fully, you get the idea.

Neways I've realised that I've been complaining alot lately, okay, I've pretty much just been complaining, rightfully so mind you, but I figured this post deserves a real good post. I owe it to my fans who seem to be diminishing. Lets talk about...I'm lost, I don't have anything to talk about. Meh, my brains slowly turning to mush. Ah well, my 20 minutes of fame are up, I've gotta go back to studying, so I suppose I'll blog about something more substantial next time.

In the words of one very wise person,
Stay cool as honey and sweet as ice.

Till next time...

p.s. TAG DAMN IT!!!!! TAG!!!!

Condemned

Ever felt like you were doomed? Not the sudden panic you get when you've forgotten
something, nothing like that, rather the realisation that you're just utterly doomed, period, nothing you can do about it. And you just count the seconds, unwilling but all knowing. Its like the calm before the storm, you wait, hoping, for the best but undoubtedly knowing the inevitable fact that must nay will happen. Hope is vain. How misleading the calm is, toying with us. Sucks eh.

Rough week this one, 3 SAC's 3 tests. Tiring. I think I'ma go back to studying, I was gonna blog about Cirque du Soleil, maybe next time.

Mean while.

-a picture of a child dying during the holocaust in WW2.-

O cruel world,

I ask thee but one question,

Why me?

Change?

I figured it was time, too many people've complained bout the blog and how they can't read it, well, I hope your happy now. Then again maybe its cause I wanted a change. Meh..don't know.

Neways it's been another hell of a week, had 3 tests in the span of 2 days then 6 more next week. It's safe to say this is literally killing me. Stupid SAC's. *sigh* Neways i pretty much screwed up my math methods SAC, thanks to me. Two STUPID question which were STUPIDLY EASY and I left them blank. BLANK!!! WHAT THE F&*K WAS I THINKING!!???!!!

It's a miricle I'm alive, you think SPM's stress, hah..SPM's a bloody BREAZE, THIS is stress, tests every week, SAC's every fortnight. Miraculously, I still have time to blog and change my blog skin..=S.

Neways I've got nothing much to say, TAG!!! My new tag board is too empty.

3 tests next week and 3 SAC's next week, mocks in 2 weeks!!....and....MID TERMS MONTH!!! ARGH!!!! HELP!!!!!! NO!!!! SHIT!!!!!! F&*()*()(&)^!!!!!!!

p.s. i'm hopping on a plane and getting my ass back to Malaysia on the 5th of July

Boston by Augustana

SHIT!!!!
MOCKS!!!
ARE!!!!
IN!!!!
TWO WEEEEKKKKKSSSSS!!!!!!!

fuck...
fuck.....
FUCK!!!!
and we are no where NEAR the end of the sylabus!!
FUCK!!!!

OMFGWTF!!!

On a lighter note,
i'm currently reading 1984 by George Orwell,
pretty good stuff,
very political,
right up my alley,
i've been facinated with old stuff lately,
not old la...vintage,
Frank Sinatra to Nat King Cole,
stuff from Nirvana to The Police,
Tenneson, Poe, Hemingway, Orwell, Well's,
good stuff,
contemporary stuff,
its funny how i make time for all this,
and not for my.....

MOCKS!!!!

ARGH!!!!

"Untill they become concious they will never rebel, and untill after they have rebelled they cannot become concious"

- Nineteen Eighty-four by George Orwell-

p.s. forgive my cursing

*sigh*
damn tired now,
just finished my stuff,
wtached episodes 1-4 of One Tree Hill season 4,
still love it,
so much drama,
finished math,
finished studying physics,
yet,
i've still gotta study more,
shit,
mocks are in a month,
exams in a month and a half,
shit shit shit!!

Neways today was a holiday,
ANZAC day,
an excuse not to go too school,
neways,
bloody tired,
i think i need more sleep,
i think i think too much.

Ah well,
c'est la vie,
i wonder though,
sometimes,
does she know?
eventhough i never said anything,
does she know?
i guess we'll never know.

Its raining,
its cold,
and i ain't cozy.

Meh,
i'm so stoned,
sooo stoned,
i still want murtabak,
damn it...why does murtabak have to taste so damn good....
all this talk about mamak food had me conspiring,
we should open a mamak stall here in australia,
if you think about it right,
a roti canai here costs like what...5 dollars or something like that,
with a mamak stall right,
it'd be like 80 cents,
now i don't know bout you but 80 cents sounds a whole lot cheaper than 5 bucks,
besides,
mamak food always taste better,
casue they got the "extra" ingredients,
the stuf that you don't wanna know about but makes food taste a hell lot better,
think about it,
we'd be freaking millionaire's...nay....we'd be BILLIONAIRE'S,
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
besides,
who could resist a roti canai and a kopi o.

Heard bout the Virginia Tech kids,

sad,

32 people dead,

it really goes to show don't it,

worst in American history,

worst than Columbine,

my heart goes out to the family of those who died senselessly,

it really is shocking,

i mean,

we hear bout it,

but i'd never for the life of me think that something like this could happen,

makes you wonder don't it,

what makes people do these kinda things,

and whats important in life.

mmmm...roti canai....mmmm XD

home...sick??

meh...i detest...

i'm a bit...bleh....

you know,

you can't help wonder sometimes,

what if i stayed?

what if i just stayed?

would i be happier?

more fun?

better times,

or would i have missed out?

at this stage i'm not sure what i'll miss out really,

comfort food's what i need,

if only i could....

Neways,

i've decided,

i'm going for a trip at the end of the year,

and yes beverly,

i will visit you,

i figured in december,

for bout 3 weeks would be good,

i've always wanted to see the kop and old trafford,

for the illiterate they're stadiums,

maybe watch a match,

that'd be nice,

but...thats still a long way...a loooong way....

I wanted to blog about my stupid medical check up at the stupid hospital,

but...maybe next time...

mean while,

incase you're wondering how sad i am,

no need to imagine,

i do you one better...

aparently there's still life in me XD

Pretty eh,

abit melancholic,

a view outside my apartment.

My com is screwed,

just my luck,

3 days after i get net connection,

its screwed,

stupid shits,

neways,

ignoring my dumb arse luck,

i decided to hop on a tram and go down to the beach,

its more of a "not cause i want to, but just cause i can" kinda thing.

St Kilda...beach of mine..

OUCH!! =)

Kinda like what Eden would look like eh...

If you look hard enough...you MIGHT just see a rainbow =)

OI!!! What kind of cacat castle is this??

Oooo....Woooow...Weeeee...

Walking in straight lines....

St Kilda mall....er.....

An excuse of a sunset shot...


Dirty little dodge...XD

Catch the sun


Wedding car...sorry la..its not everyday you see a Rolls and a Jag side by side..

So thus ends my tour of St Kilda beach,
come visit me and i'd be more than happy to take you around XD,
so till next time...



P.S. damn alot of wedding la....its like easter 1 week then wedding the next

Dude first off man Red Hot Chilli Peppers rule,
i don't give a shit what others say i just think they rule,
having said that,
i just saw them live,
HELL YEAH!!!!
well sorta,
it was a free thingo so Anthony Kidis i.e. lead singer wasn't there,
stillllll....it was cool.

So i was watching tv right,
so then they said RHCP are coming,
and i was...sweet...gotta see...
then the guy says infact they're in town,
INFACT they're playing NOW,
at first i went blank for a bit,
then suddenly...my arm didn't really hurt no more,
then i wasn't hungry no more,
took me 2 seconds to change and 20 minutes to get there.

I must say it wasn't really that good la,
i mean make no mistake these guys are great,
and John Fruciante was soloing the entire thing the whole way,
but without Anthony...a bit dull la,
atmosphere was cool though,
but meh,
its like a little teaser,
its like a trailer,
the kinda stuff you let people just taste,
just taste enough to come back,
and i must say...i'm sold.

Neways i just checked the prices for the cirque du soleil,

must say,

freaking cut throat man,
i mean $250 for the VIP,

$250!!!

cheapest is like $70 bucks i think,

still too expensive,

plus i don't think there's any concession prices,

tried checking for them,

*sigh*,

i don't know man,

ah well,

maybe i'll stick to the chilli peppers instead,

i would love to go though,

i saw Quidam on tv the other day...not bad,

i say...the way they get to those poses ah...no joke man.

So till next time,

The picture i took wasn't all that good thanks to my suprerb photographic abilities so its this one instead

Ola mi amigo,

i'm back,
for good now,

after two months of procrastinating,

and one month of waiting,

i've finally,

FINALLY,

i finally have net connection,

just got the ADSL kit this morning,

installed and its all good so far ma brother,

neways this thing is pretty damn fast man,

i mean seriously,

SERIOUSLY,

its so fast that flashman would pee in his pants when he finds out how fast it is,

ok la...maybe not that fast la....but it's pretty fast.

Neways holidays now,

two weeks of solitary confinement,

not exactly la...damn i exaggerate too much,

but here's something,

i broke my arm,

in a rather embarassing way,

but the point is i broke my arm,

now my left arm feels retarded,

seriously,

i forget sometimes my arm is broken,

so i try doing stuff normally,

till my left arm suddenly hurts,

then i also suddenly rememeber,

sad la,

doc says 4 weeks...fair enough i guess,

i was hoping to play football and golf and all that but.....

Neways you guys back there have no idea what you guys are missing here man,

i mean autumn here is like you finding the holy grail in a very exaggerated way,

couple weeks ago fall out boy was here,

then sat was JOHN MAYER!!!!!!

then beyonce' meh can't quite spell it right...

gwen is coming,

cirque de solie is coming,

there's the comedy festival,

then there's the jazz festival,

james morrison,

i think pink floyd is coming,

the list just goes on and on la basically,

so suck ass malaysia!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA,

Basiclly...wait.....oh no...i shouldn't..but i must,

planet shakers,

i almost forgot,

planet shakers,

thats right maniacs...planet shakers,

and they're playing 2 blocks away from where i live,

litterally,

i mean...i walk down to get lunch..whoops...planet shakers,

i walk down for dinner....whoopdedoo..planet shakers again,

i swear they've been going on for weeks now and worst thing,

they're still playing (ailin's gonna kill me XD),

facinating isn't it,

to tell you the truth i got more things to worry about but i just thought people might want to now,

just to rub it in a liltle..=)

Neways thats bout it...

funny stuff eh..

I'm going off the deep end,
i jest,
maybe i don't.

Neways i'm tired,
very,
i've just finished a hell week,
SAC's after SAC's after SAC's,
i assure you not funny,
this week is results week,
don't really want to talk about it,
take a hint eh,
life's no breeze eh.

Holidays next week,
but thats all pointless,
more studying i guess,
i hate those holidays where they give you back the results just before the hols,
evil bastards,
makes you so mournfull during the hols,
mah...
don't give a shit,
i'm still gonna camp out at aimans for a few days,
.....FOXTEL......

Neways went to the moomba festival,
meh,
nothing much really,
went to all the rides,
aiman belanja,
actually his parents la,
but all the same,
friends with benefits eh,
no mood to blog really,
more like an obligation if ya know what i mean.

Neways i got the wesleyan of the year shit thing,
so overated if you ask me,
my dad called me the other day,
he was all happy and all," eh(which is how he usually starts a convo) your vice principal called la"
i was like...SHIT!!!!FUCK!!!OMFG!!!! don't tell me i failed or something....
then he goes," you got the wesleyan of the year la..congratulations ah"
it took me a while,
then when it finally sunk in," oh..ok"
i feel i don't really deserve it,
i mean,
what did i do?
vice cap...oooo..big deal...
meh...must be the SAC's damn SAC's..should've stayed at home,
neways i got my testi and certified results the other day,
*sigh*
ever felt like you won't believe a word people say unless you see it for yourself,
you know,
kinda like UFO's and bigfoot,
yea,
the mail just made me a believer,
stupid bm.
I FUCKING HATE BM!!!! ARGH!!!

Neways i'll vamoos now,
i've got to get a hair cut,
then study for my another SAC,
FUCK!!!!!!!
just so ya know....

FUCK SPM!!!!

Connectionless

I got no net connection.
Period.
Not any more.
This sucks.
At least for the moment.
I think i'm being over dramatic.
Actually i am.
XD

Okay,
so my parents were here last week,
actually they left this afternoon,
actually they're prolly boarding the plane now,
so they checked out my place,
commented on how dirty the place was,
they brought cookies!!!XD mmm.....pineaple tarts.....o.o...
they bought me a rice cooker so i can cook rice......
they filled my fridge up,
oh,
they also took away my net connection.
jkohpo%7YT9JKLBJKB;K!!!!!!!!
......
apparently it was too slow (which it was)
and too expansive (which it is)
ever felt like your parents just had all the answers,
*darth vader like voice*Resistance is FUTILE*exit with darth vader laugh*
*sigh*
so i had my net connection for approximately 7 days,
i feel so used.....
neways i'll be getting ADSL so no worries,
haha...thats right baby,
take that Strymx,
faster more efficient and way cooler,
i mean Strymx...meh....soso..
but ADSL...haha...now thats a cool name XD
so i'll be back online pretty soon,
and btw...if you msg me in msn and noone answers thats prolly my dad back in KL,
so no hard feelings ya...its not like anyone msg's me in msn anyways...=(

So anyways i got myself a gitar,
woohoo!!!!
Washburn baby!!!
this one totally kicks the guitar in malaysia sitting in my living rooms ass!!
it looks sooo cool,
not really la actually,
but for the sake of it,
it looks sooo cool!!!!
i pestered my dad to get me one since he wouldn't carry mine in malaysia,
should've seen my mum,

Mum: How much is the guitar?
Me : Er...i don't know...300 plus lo i guess
Mum: WHAT!!?? 300 PLUS AH!!! YOU SIAO MEH, SO EXPANSIVE!!!
Me : Wah piang...good guitar what...washburn leh..
Mum: I don't care whether its washburn or wash your cha cheng(back side) its still expansive
Me: .........

Anyways i might be going back in july,
not in time for my birthday though,
but just as well,
i figured since its going to be so bloody cold here,
and its a holiday i figured meh...why not,
my dad's against it though,
but he's mellable.

I think thats bout it really for now,
so i'll talk to some of you,
any of you,
hopefully,
soon,
though noone reads my blog....its the saddening truth,
once my ADSL comes,
so busy at school,
bloody SAC's,
my mum forgot to take the chocolates from the fridge XD,
so till next time,
PLEASE TAG!!!!!!!
p.s. my mum just said to me to go slow on the chocs....XD