What a week, eh?

Man what a week!!

Paris Hilton gets out of jail and vows not to be a "dumb blond" anymore, *puft* yeah right...

My favorite all time wrestler and long time wrestling idol Chris Benoit committed suicide

And finally to top it off Spice Girls are back together??!!! WHAT THE??!!!

Damn. You'd think that off all people Victoria Beckham would give it a rest considering she's married to the MOST overrated and MOST overpaid footballer in the recent century. But NOOO!!! *sigh* I think I'ma stop before I start getting hate tags from Spice Girls fan who, might I add, are something else themselves.

On another note. TRANSFORMERS WAS AWESOME!!! Bloody hell man!! I could literally hear people going *HUH!!* *OHHH!!* The graphics alone are something else. Its ground breaking CGI I tell you. Freaking awesome. Shall say nothing else in fear of getting raped by movie buffs who haven't seen the movie. But I must say, if you don't really follow Transformers the animated one closely or have a rough sense of it, the storyline is a bit retarded, but none the less, awesome.
Anywho, 6 days and counting I guess.

Untitled

Its getting gloomier in Melbourne. Very nostalgic now. The skies are getting grayer. The days getting shorter.

The holidays are coming. And going back seems more and more of a mistake. The past can haunt you they say. And I've gotten to used to the present. They say the past is like a silk cloth that wraps around you. It feels so good to be a part of it, until you realise how tight you've been wounded up in.

I dwell in the past too much really. But sometimes, the past's all we got. When we get lonely, we look back to the people we trusted and once held dear to us, which sometimes we still do. Its a source of comfort. Much like comfort food. Damn that char kuey teow would really taste good right bout now.

But I suppose the past does disappoint sometimes. The shoulda, woulda's and coulda's. Again, I dwell in the past too much. But people move on. And the world moves forward, even if you stay in the past. And thats the scary part really. You leave a place thinking that nothing will change, and that everything will stay the same, not realising it does. Then you come back for a rude awakening. The world changes, so do people eh. In away thats what I'm afraid of. But its inevitable.

But the facts still remain. I'm still getting on that plane. Sometimes I wish I could get on another plane. Just any plane. Anywhere. Would be fine. Then again, maybe not.

Is it worth it can you even hear me
Standing with your spotlight on me
Not enough to feed the hungry
I'm tired and I felt it for awhile now
In this sea of lonely
The taste of ink is getting old
It's four o' clock in the fucking morning
Each day gets more and more like the last day
Still I can see it coming
While I'm standing in the river drowning
This could be my chance to break out
This could be my chance to say goodbye
At last it's finally over
Couldn't take this town much longer
Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be
Now I'm ready to be free
-The Taste of Ink-
The Used

I some how think I did write something on the past a couple of posts past, not too long ago really. And I definitely recommend the song if you dig stuff like Papa Roch or FOB.

Hurt-Johnny Cash

Of kacangs and peanuts

I have nothing to blog about.

Its funny, cause last week, I had plenty to blog about. But not anymore. They don't excite me anymore. They don't tickle my fancy no more. Its interesting how we loose interest in things. Its like when we were kids, we just wanted that Ultraman toy.

Hah...not anymore we don't. At least most of us don't.

Then for some stuff, the fire's rekindled. Kinda like the Transformers, make a million dollar movie, a couple of cool adds later, and *POOF* suddenly its the talk of the town. Although corporate capitalism might have been involved in that plot, you gotta say, its got people talking again. I'm sure Freud might have something to say bout that. The quirks of the mind they call it.

Something I thought I'd just put in. Don't that just wanna make you laugh...no?? No you say eh..then take this.

Damn I love family guy..

In the dead of the night...

If you stay up late enough...

you might just see this.

Mist.
Rain but not quite.
Can't help but wonder.
Does God have urinary track problems?
Or was he just feeling....misty?
o.O

WHY....

isit that when a trus is under tension the force acting on a particular point is opposite to the direction of force acting within the trus?

Why isit that I don't know why the force act in the opposite direction?

Why isit colder in the morning than it is at night when the sun comes out in the morning?

Why did The Carpenters ever care if the birds appeared when you(whoever it is) are near?

Why isit when we dilute a solution of alcohol the number of moles of the diluted solution is the same as the original amount of moles contained in the alcohol?

Why do we wake up in the morning sometimes and feel like it's just not worth it?

Why isit easier to say "yes" than it is "no"?

Why is everyone so facinated that Paris Hilton is going to jail when she clearly deserves it?

Why does the KFC chicken in Malaysia tastier than the KFC in Australia?

Why isit called Hungry Jacks in Australia and Burger King everywhere else?

Why does it have to be Jack and not Jill?

Why do I have more acquaintances than I do friends?

Why did the chicken cross the road? Seriously?

Damn queen!!

I have nothing to do. I'm tired of studying. Not that I've been doing much of that anyway. Next weeks the exam. And there has to be a holiday before the exam. The Queen just HAD to be born the day before the exam. Why does the stupid queen HAVE to be born the day BEFORE the exam? WHAT are we doing even GIVING A SHIT when the QUEEN is FREAKING BORN? Of what significance is that to us? Seriously, she's in freaking Britain not Australia. Its just stalling. I hate stalling. Makes us worry unnecessarily.

Damn commenwealth country.

Its one of these pointless holidays. Like the Sultan's birthday. Honestly do we even give a crap? Its just an excuse for whatever reasons one might need a reason for.

And my college is just being a bitch about it, if it were at all possible to call a building a bitch. I suppose if we refered the "college" as the organisation or essentially the people running it, then the term bitch would be, somewhat possible. I have 2 SAC's 4 FREAKING days before the exam. Where's the sense of decency I say! Have they no feelings! Soulless byproducts of social capitalism.

The only upside is I have 12 GB of space. One does tend to wonder what one would do with 12 GB of space. Intriguing question no? I still don't know the answer. I suppose movies would be the answer. I just downloaded Shrek 3 a week before its due. Retribution?!?!

Maybe.

I suppose I'm just bitter after all.

Time

What would happen if the world stopped?

I know that if the world stopped we'd be lighter, marginally, 2 Newtons lighter to be exact. Seeing as thats 0.2 kg don't make much of a difference. But say it did stop. What would happen? One side of the earth'd be baking all the time and the other'd be freezing all the time.But would time freeze? Be cool if it did eh.

Its a common misconception. We know it won't stop but we wish it could. So we question ourselves sometimes, so we say, "Hey! You know what? Maybe it does stop!". Its like if the world spun the other way round, right to left instead of left to right. Maybe it'd turn back time. Kinda like the old Superman movie, where Louis dies and Superman spins the world the other way round to turn back time and save Louis.

Truth is we humans are a greedy bunch. We want everything. We think we can get everything. Heck we think we're entitled to everything. Life, time, space, and everything that comes with it. And when we do get everything, we want more. Its like what Steinbeck once wrote, the more we want, the more we dream, the more we dream, the more we want. I guess thats that, its human nature, beating it would be pointless, changing it would be impossible.

Stopping time's just an elaborate part of it. Its an urge. Our urge to control everything. We don't have too, we just want too. For whatever reasons. For now its a hoax. A believeable one, if you're willing to believe, and who knows, maybe one day, in the not too distant future, but for know, its just a dream.

Drive a car, crash it on a tree

Ever wonder why we talk to ourselves? Intriguing isn't it. We all talk to ourselves. Some more often then others I must admit but the fact is we do. And truth be told, most of us accept the fact that we talk to ourselves without having to know why. But why? Why do we feel the urge to talk to ourselves sometimes? Why do we feel the urge to shout? Why do we feel the urge to suddenly want to get up and sing or dance? Maybe we're just lonely sometimes, and we just need to talk, not to anyone, just talk. Maybe we need to destress sometimes. Maybe its neither of those or maybe its both. Or maybe we're just crazy.

Neways there's nothing much happening here. Exams the word around town nowadays. Its not too bad really. Its annoying. Cause you got the exams then you got all these other little things that have absolutely nothing to do with the exams. Annoys the living shit outta me sometimes. Exams are in a couple of weeks then freedom for a while, so it seems. Actually, going back to KL don't seem to be such a great idea now. Ah well.

Honestly, I think sometimes, we're all a little crazy. Sometimes insanity is the only form of sanity around. Till next time...

Autumn sky

I like the autumn sky. Very blue. Its like the heavens opened up for a few months then go back to a hiatus for another couple months. Its funny though. Cause I've been around for sometime and I've never really noticed how pretty it is. Espesciallly when the sun sets on the west under the clear autumn sky. Breath taking. A hint of orange covered by the vast of the dark. Almost unnoticable but not quite yet. And the silhouette of the autumn trees, leafless in the background. Beautifull. Its like the heavens are mocking us sometimes. The gods scorn at us, mocking us for our mortality, showing off the vastness of their power. Knowing not that it's this flaw which makes us appreciate things to a greater extent. Thats why the wine tastes sweeter and the food that much better and life just that much more breath taking.

Nothing much has happened really, my trials we're potentially dreadfull, but they weren't. And to be honest life kinda feels like a stand still really. The days pass without much purpose into it. Its just counting down the days hour by hour. Waiting for the inevitable Dooms day which is coming to me face on at a rather alarming rate. The blue sky's really taking its toll on me. Its so soothing. It makes me lazy. Hardly want to do anything nowadays. I'm even too lazy to type further honestly. I wish that was how it was sometimes. Just sit and watch. And laze around under the afternoon sky. That would indeed be ideal. Unfortunately life does go on. So it seems. And I must move along as well. So till next time...

Btw, I didn't take that picture, just got it off somewhere in the net, pictures I took don't do it justice.

Damn.

Liverpool lost.

I've got nothing else to say.

pretty much sums up the night really

Ah well the hopefull remain hopefull so don't get too used to the cup my dear friends for we shall meet again in the cool of the night with the roar of the faithfull!!

Lunch...

OMBFG!!!! I AM FREAKING STUFFED!!!!! O.O



I eat alot, I admit, I mean when I say I eat a lot, I mean I can its not like I go stuffing myself with food all the time but if you've been around me long enough then one can tell that I eat alot, just look at my size, no secrets how it got there. But today, wow, today was special. Today I ate A LOT!! And I know how much you eat is very subjective but believe me, when I say alot, its alot. Its like when you go to those really cheap buffets that happend prolly like once a year and the food meh...not really the best but who cares, cause you're hardup on getting your moneys worth. Oh yeah!!! Today was one of those days.



Today was my physics trial and we finished at I think 1.30-ish so what to do. LUNCH!! So 3 of us set off to eat at Pizza Hut. Normally I'm not a big fan but its 10 bucks all you can eat and BELIVE me we ate all we could eat. I went there with prolly like meh, ok all you can eat so what. Damn we ate. We just kept pilling up the food and ate and ate and then ate somemore. Geez we had so much food I think the workers at Pizza Hut got a bit scared of us. Its no wonder everyone who comes here puts on weight. You become so hardup that the buffets only 10 bucks and you're sooo detemined to eat ALL YOU CAN!!! And to tell ya the truth the food..not so great but who cares. Its like your on adrenaline rush so it don't really matter what it tastes like.



I was so stuffed I could hardly walk after I was done. Had to walk around before I headed back home. Damn I'm stuffed. This is prolly my lunch, dinner and breakfast. No...I'll prolly eat again in dinner XD. Ah well, I'll just let the pictures do the talking.

My makan kakies.

I kinda forgot the before shot =S but here's after 2 rounds XD

The ice-cream mmmm...

More ice-cream..

and..more ice-cream

Ye Ye Man U Kalah!!!

Last night was the most boring FA Cup final period. The first 45 mins were practically shit, the second half was remotely better and extra time was when they really started playing football. Geez talk bout leaving it late. As for Man U fans, =)))) what can I say...Honestly, I thought Man U were going to win coming into the match, but when i saw them play, its sad. But Chelsea were bloody lucky I must say. First the Rooney miss which was practically a sitting duck, then the missed goal by Giggs, which I consider to be a sitting duck as well then Drogba's last last last minute goal. Well well, I suppose there is a greater force which restores order to the universe.

Anyways its cold and I've got exams next week. So begins Hell Week 2 >.< Whats more Liverpool's playing AC Milan next week. I guess it'll just have to wait, just like my guitar, books, and pretty much everything else. I just spent 4 hours doing ESL SAC and its still not done. *sigh* Gonna do a bit of math after this and then prolly some Chem or Phys depending on what I feel like. Suppose the more substantial post'll have to wait. Just really wanted to say Man U lost really XD.

Soooooo...till next time

Of exams and....

CI BAI!!!

Believe it or not that was the FIRST thing I heard when I stepped outta the elevator this morning. Interesting eh. Aparently someone found out that they had a SAC on that day and didn't know about it. Wonder how his day went? Neways Hell Week 1 is over, and so begins Hell Week 2, Physics and Chemistry trials next week and ESL SAC. Damn, we don't get no break I'll tell you that. Whats more, my physics teacher has been absent from class for the past 3 days, 3 DAYS!!! Normally I don't give a shit, but trials are next week!!! AND she hasn't even covered the syllabus, in the wise words of my good friend Shaun, "Fuck....." AND my physics trials are also to be a SAC ,"Double fuck...." I should really stop cursing. AND my chemistry syllabus also isn't covered fully, you get the idea.

Neways I've realised that I've been complaining alot lately, okay, I've pretty much just been complaining, rightfully so mind you, but I figured this post deserves a real good post. I owe it to my fans who seem to be diminishing. Lets talk about...I'm lost, I don't have anything to talk about. Meh, my brains slowly turning to mush. Ah well, my 20 minutes of fame are up, I've gotta go back to studying, so I suppose I'll blog about something more substantial next time.

In the words of one very wise person,
Stay cool as honey and sweet as ice.

Till next time...

p.s. TAG DAMN IT!!!!! TAG!!!!

Condemned

Ever felt like you were doomed? Not the sudden panic you get when you've forgotten
something, nothing like that, rather the realisation that you're just utterly doomed, period, nothing you can do about it. And you just count the seconds, unwilling but all knowing. Its like the calm before the storm, you wait, hoping, for the best but undoubtedly knowing the inevitable fact that must nay will happen. Hope is vain. How misleading the calm is, toying with us. Sucks eh.

Rough week this one, 3 SAC's 3 tests. Tiring. I think I'ma go back to studying, I was gonna blog about Cirque du Soleil, maybe next time.

Mean while.

-a picture of a child dying during the holocaust in WW2.-

O cruel world,

I ask thee but one question,

Why me?

Change?

I figured it was time, too many people've complained bout the blog and how they can't read it, well, I hope your happy now. Then again maybe its cause I wanted a change. Meh..don't know.

Neways it's been another hell of a week, had 3 tests in the span of 2 days then 6 more next week. It's safe to say this is literally killing me. Stupid SAC's. *sigh* Neways i pretty much screwed up my math methods SAC, thanks to me. Two STUPID question which were STUPIDLY EASY and I left them blank. BLANK!!! WHAT THE F&*K WAS I THINKING!!???!!!

It's a miricle I'm alive, you think SPM's stress, hah..SPM's a bloody BREAZE, THIS is stress, tests every week, SAC's every fortnight. Miraculously, I still have time to blog and change my blog skin..=S.

Neways I've got nothing much to say, TAG!!! My new tag board is too empty.

3 tests next week and 3 SAC's next week, mocks in 2 weeks!!....and....MID TERMS MONTH!!! ARGH!!!! HELP!!!!!! NO!!!! SHIT!!!!!! F&*()*()(&)^!!!!!!!

p.s. i'm hopping on a plane and getting my ass back to Malaysia on the 5th of July

Boston by Augustana

SHIT!!!!
MOCKS!!!
ARE!!!!
IN!!!!
TWO WEEEEKKKKKSSSSS!!!!!!!

fuck...
fuck.....
FUCK!!!!
and we are no where NEAR the end of the sylabus!!
FUCK!!!!

OMFGWTF!!!

On a lighter note,
i'm currently reading 1984 by George Orwell,
pretty good stuff,
very political,
right up my alley,
i've been facinated with old stuff lately,
not old la...vintage,
Frank Sinatra to Nat King Cole,
stuff from Nirvana to The Police,
Tenneson, Poe, Hemingway, Orwell, Well's,
good stuff,
contemporary stuff,
its funny how i make time for all this,
and not for my.....

MOCKS!!!!

ARGH!!!!

"Untill they become concious they will never rebel, and untill after they have rebelled they cannot become concious"

- Nineteen Eighty-four by George Orwell-

p.s. forgive my cursing

*sigh*
damn tired now,
just finished my stuff,
wtached episodes 1-4 of One Tree Hill season 4,
still love it,
so much drama,
finished math,
finished studying physics,
yet,
i've still gotta study more,
shit,
mocks are in a month,
exams in a month and a half,
shit shit shit!!

Neways today was a holiday,
ANZAC day,
an excuse not to go too school,
neways,
bloody tired,
i think i need more sleep,
i think i think too much.

Ah well,
c'est la vie,
i wonder though,
sometimes,
does she know?
eventhough i never said anything,
does she know?
i guess we'll never know.

Its raining,
its cold,
and i ain't cozy.

Meh,
i'm so stoned,
sooo stoned,
i still want murtabak,
damn it...why does murtabak have to taste so damn good....
all this talk about mamak food had me conspiring,
we should open a mamak stall here in australia,
if you think about it right,
a roti canai here costs like what...5 dollars or something like that,
with a mamak stall right,
it'd be like 80 cents,
now i don't know bout you but 80 cents sounds a whole lot cheaper than 5 bucks,
besides,
mamak food always taste better,
casue they got the "extra" ingredients,
the stuf that you don't wanna know about but makes food taste a hell lot better,
think about it,
we'd be freaking millionaire's...nay....we'd be BILLIONAIRE'S,
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
besides,
who could resist a roti canai and a kopi o.

Heard bout the Virginia Tech kids,

sad,

32 people dead,

it really goes to show don't it,

worst in American history,

worst than Columbine,

my heart goes out to the family of those who died senselessly,

it really is shocking,

i mean,

we hear bout it,

but i'd never for the life of me think that something like this could happen,

makes you wonder don't it,

what makes people do these kinda things,

and whats important in life.

mmmm...roti canai....mmmm XD