I swear people are either falling in 'love' or falling out of 'love'. Its gotta do with the festive season I reckon, and the exams. Meh, for people in the sidelines its just another day.

Besides the mental note, I am bored.

BORED!!!!

Bored, bored, bored, bored. Bored stiff. I've been watching TV. Thats it. I watch TV like 13 hours a day. Serious shit man. In trying to curb my boredom I've reread the HP Deathly Hollows book which was mildly entertaining for a few days. But now I'm bored again. You know, I never really realised how big an impact the book had on us. I mean, before the 7th book, the HP series was really something to look forward too. Not anymore I guess. And the movie's always below par.

Speaking of movies, I watched Elizabeth: The Golden Age the other day. Not too bad. The first installment wasn't too bad and I like Cate Blanchett. I thought she was just so radiant in the movie. It was as if they portrayed her as a flawed goddess. Meh, go watch it if you want to I don't really care now. So stoned.

Back in a week. Till then.



I want this for Zippo lighter for Christmas. And who says you have to smoke to get one eh?

Feeling a bit lightheaded. My cousin had her 19th today. technically its supposed to be on the 18th of December but being partly Chinese, decided its better to celebrate earlier rather than later. Good food and TONNES of booze. Practically free flowing alcohol. I swear my cousin's a bit nuts. She mixed I think 2 bottles of Smirnoff, some Malibu, and some champagne, plus a carton of orange juice and called it a punch. Shit man, I felt it on the first sip. The food was pretty good. My aunt makes the best satay chicken and barbee's man. Other than that it was relatively boring to be honest. Its pretty much like a small ang mo congregation, with food and booze to keep them occupied.

On another note, the London trip has hit a bit of a bump. Basically means I have to fork out some extra cash for my stay in London. Seeing as Beve won't be able to hold me the entire 12 days, I have to crash in a hostel. Which I really don't mind. I figure it'd be pretty cool. Sorta like an adventure. First time I'ma be alone touring in a foreign city. Should be pretty fun. Looking forward to the trip. Not quite sure what to expect while living in a hostel to be honest. I reckon it shouldn't be too bad. Only down side is, its winter, so its pretty cold and it gets dark pretty soon. But its cool.

Results coming out in a couple of days. Definitely not looking forward to that. Shit. Head feels a bit heavy now. Ah well. Bout a week and a half till I go back to KL now and then its straight off to London. Well. Till next time eh..

Shot through the heart

Boredom kills. I've been slowly roting in my new house. Its boring me to shits here I tell you. Thank God for Foxtel. Other than that its alright really the place. I mean, sure, it takes an hour to get to town by tram and it takes half an hour to get to the tram stop. But it could be worse right? Meh, I remember why I hate this place so much again. Honestly, this place is shit. Its not close to anything and far away from everything. I think the day i move to the suburbs on my own account will be the day I get married or something like that. But I suppose I can understand why we'd want to move to the suburbs. Town life has never really catered to mum's pallets. Then again, hate is a bit too much I'd say. I just don't really fancy it. Meh bygones.

Going to London soon. Oh yeah!! XD Its gonna be pretty sweet. Only down side is I suppose Beve's gonna have exams. So I'll be on my own. Which is alright I guess. So currently focusing on the preparations. Sort off. Tonnes of places to see, so little time. Neways thats that from me. My internet is shit now. I miss my super fast ADSL2+ broadband. Stupid house that doesn't have ADSL broadband. Till then.

O physics. The joys of Newton and Lenz.

Shit man!! 3 more to go!! Suck it in bitch and knock 'em dead!!!


Say 'ello to my little friend!

The joys of exams

Its amazing what exams do to you honestly. I was just, well not just, but I was talking to Ai Lin-I think there's no hyphen in your name right Lin?-and we both just admitted that we've been practically watching movie's for the better part of the week instead of studying. Weird.

Anyway, in keeping with the tradition I went for a movie today. I think its the first time I've been to a cinema since.....July I think, when I watched Transformers with Mira, which is a pretty damn long time ago. Putting aside the obvious I went for a political thriller this time.


I must admit, when I heard of this film I was pretty excited. Meryl Streep? Tom Cruise? Robert Redford? It don't get better than this....right?


The script was good, acting top draw but I was waiting to be stunned. It nearly got there. But not quite. Honestly I was never much of a Cruise fan. I think that the media and the weight of the show always played him in but somehow he just always manages to make it work, barely. Though this was a different genre all together I felt he did the same. But I liked his intensity and the way he really got into his character this time round. I thought the star had to be Meryl Streep, irrefutable.

Its a good film if your into politics and political thrillers. It caters more to the American public as the film really revolves around the war on terrorism, but a good one nonetheless. The underlying theme's and the message is very much relatable.

That again is my 2 cents. And I'm beginning to notice my 2 cents are really more like 2 peanuts since hardly anyone reads this blog anymore. I'm near to declaring it dead really. Neways tonnes more films to see. Valkyrie another Cruise flick, hope this converts me, Elizabeth this one I freaking HAVE to see, Volver staring Cruz and who knows what else eh. Movie slumber party anyone??

The better side of the track

Been listening to the Eagles "I can't tell you why" on loop. Nothing like a bit of oldies to cure the soul. It baffles me why the bassist Timothy Shcmit didn't become the lead singer of the band when clearly he has the best vocals. I think he only did 2 numbers; the ever famous "Love will keep us alive" and this number. Then again they did change their bassist 3 times before settling to Timothy. I suppose Don Healy's voice still suits most of their numbers.

It scares me sometimes how artist's have the most brilliant of ideas to twist and turn some of these classic tunes into their own creations. Make no mistake some of it is alright, most of it's just really bellow par, and some nay most should just be left alone. For example, Scissor Sister's rendition of Comfortably Numb originally by Pink Floyd. Horrid. How can you turn a bloody slow rock song about a person's struggle with self grief and turmoil to a bloody disco song? Then there's the genius of them all Marilyn Manson. He reckons as long as you put heavy guitars and really loud bass and some double pedals to any song its good. I think musical originality is really going down the drain. Everything just sounds the same. And in a desperate attempt they try and change an already good song.

Ah well, I suppose as long as it pleases the ear. Thats good old American driven capitalism in action in music. Maybe we should all just play a riff and sell it to Sony BMG and earn some money. And maybe we could all make our own Ping Pong song like Operator Please. You tube is up, and HOPEFULLY you'll find that its the MOST meaningless song possibly in the entire world. I quote, "It's a song about ping pongs".....

I give up. And it won an ARIA which is like a Grammy in Australia. I suppose songs just aren't what they used to be eh. We should all return to the times of Bach or Chopin where music is just notes. It was good enough then maybe its still good now.

Well, thats that I suppose. Thats my 2 cents for you in short. Agree, or not, up to you. Shit, now I'm feeling guilty, I think I'll do some chemistry.....

Que sabes tu de amor??

I think I'll cook some char kuew teow when the sodding exams done with. I figured I might dabble in a bit of Chinese cooking, a sorta tribute to our heritage if you will. I want to make a seriously mean har mien. Since we're gonna be moving to the bloody suburbs with a smoke house which incidentally is used for smoking salmon like what the Norse do up in the...north, in which I don't understand why we have in the first place since we (being primarily Chinese) like our fish..well...cooked...not smoked, which is rather ironic cause we have a smoke house now in my supposedly new house. Have I mentioned we have a smoke house?? It baffles me sometimes how mysteriously my parents work. I still have no idea why they bought a house which incidentally is bigger than the one we have in Ampang for 3 people, 2 considering my father doesn't like travelling out of his couch much, in Bundoora which is an hour away from town. At least we'll have a proper stove and a barbecue set, I think.....barbe at my place anyone??

I've sorta grown accustomed to my "pent house suite" as my aunt so elegantly pointed out. Its close to everything that has to be close has to be. I admit its no luxury suite; despite my aunt's pun-unlike Aiman's modern-esque place, but its good. I mean its 10 minutes away from town, 15 minutes away from an entire street's worth of pubs, 10 minutes to McD's and Pizza Hut and about 20 minutes away from shopping mecca, not like I shop, but thats besides the point.

Ah well, c'est la vie eh. We've all gotta move sometime. I figured that if any of you guys from Malaysia where thinking of coming here you'd prolly get a place somewhere in town and I could bunk at your place from Monday till Friday then go back home on Saturday and Sunday. I promise I'll be clean!! Meh....then again I don't think that'd really work. Considering my mum would prolly never let me move out seeing as we just got a house, that would mean I'd have to come up with legitimate excuses every week which though, conceivably possible is just practically a nightmare.

Got Specialist Math tomorrow. I somehow think I should be studying instead of blogging or watching movie's which to be honest is all I've been doing these past few days. There's something systemically wrong with me I think. Happened in SPM too. Weird. Well, back to studying I guess. Looking forward to the end of this so I can watch my movie's in peace instead of thinking of what I SHOULD be doing instead. Till then......

P.S. Anyone wanna watch the Phantom of the Opera?? Its on till the 20th of Jan but I'll be leaving on the 26 of Dec so.....meh...I doubt anyone reads my blog anymore seeing as the last tag I got was from some gay ass guy who thinks he's in love with Justin but is not and who thinks he's Jason but isn't. Weird. O.o

P.P.S I think I might have that barbecue come to think about it. I mean, it is summer....

The unnecessary melancholy

School's out. I have exams.

How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd;


For her th' unfading rose of Eden blooms,
And wings of seraphs shed divine perfumes,
For her the Spouse prepares the bridal ring,
For her white virgins hymeneals sing,
To sounds of heav'nly harps she dies away,
And melts in visions of eternal day.

extracts from "Eloisa to Abelard"
-Alexander Pope-

IS GOD DEMOCRATIC??

Very interesting question no? Honestly, I think God isn't democratic. He's more like a figure of all things good. He preaches, no doubt through his countless supposed prophets of the good will of humanity and how to lead a good and sin free life, which no doubt serves as a good platform for which to build our social and moral understanding, but to go as far as to say he is democratic I don't know. But then again what is democracy right? Freedom to choose, freedom of speech, etc. etc. But I pray do not let your pre-assumptions get the better of your judgment. Having said that this is an individual opinion.

I've been watching a programme of late entitled "Why Democracy?". Its a 10 part series encompassing the various views on democracy and what it means to live in a democratic nation. I must say its very interesting. I find its easy for us to criticise since we're privileged enough to live where we are, but the programme just opens the eye a tad. Too bad they don't air in Malaysia, though they might in the Discovery Channel.

On another note, I am going to fall ill. I can feel it. The signs are very ominous for me. I injured my back for one, so now I can't really move it much and I have diarrhea. Yippy kayyay eh. Anyway if you're interested there's a website about the programme and it has a forum which is where I got the question from, I suggest you go, just for the sake of it. Neways thats that from me, till next time....

p.s. Suggestions and comments regarding the matter are welcomed just don't go calling me an arsehole or an idiot because you feel otherwise about the matter.

Update??

Time for an update me thinks. Really there's nothing much to update about. Its pretty much all about studying from now on really. So basically, the only update really is that I'm studying. Hey at least its an update, of some sort anyway. So really thats it. I'll write something more...interesting I guess a little later on.

Just a few things before I go:

1. Watching Soul Plane now, the one where Snoop Dogg's the pilot, it makes ABSOLUTELY no sense but its funny as hell!!
2. Winning 11 is a very addictive game especially when one is tired of studying. It happens to piss the living shit outta me too sometimes.
3. If you are fond of tunes from retro bands like the Cure, Blondie, or even Blink 182, try listening to Superbus. But they're French so, naturally they're songs are in French but the tunes really addictive.
   

Tchi-cum-bah by Superbus, check it out. Its not for everyone, especially if you're really into those sentimental love songs, but I say its good. XD

Neways thats bout it from me, so till next time...

Love is in the air...

So is the rain lately. Thats not saying much to be honest. Not when you come from the land of perpetual rain. And god knows this country desperately needs some. But more interestingly so is love apparently, and the exams obviously, which makes it all seem very ironic. I figured it has something to do with the weather. Boy the rain must really get them in the mood, the mood for love. But its not only the rain or the blissfully mild weather(almost..minus the rain of course) but somehow or rather this love thing is directly related to exams. Theory is that as the exams approach, more and more couples pop up. I don't know if that holds true regardless but it seems to be the trend. Heck if you drew a graph it'd probably look something like a normal probability distribution graph, with the mean being spring and what not. Conclusion: The irony..too resounding...or I may just be loosing my mind. Either way food for thought.

Exams are coming up, the trials are now. I still have 4 SAC's, nay 5. 3 for chemistry, and we haven't finished the syllabus yet. Maths and chem tomorrow. Then physics and maths again on Wednesday. Then what else but math again on Friday. At least it was better than the 20 odd papers we had to sit for SPM. Alas! That is that. Complaining never really fixed anything. At least after all this I'll have a decent break after this before the big mama. So back to studying, hopefully or Winning 11 either way, thats it from me. Till next time...

P.S. Foo Fighthers are coming...YES!!

Recap

In the last few weeks...

1. Miss South Carolina is officially the stupidest Miss Teen in America.



Somehow, she managed to link America to maps and Africa and lack of education. Wow...



2. The rugby world cup has started and Australia trashed Japan...91-3.

Don't that just make you feel so proud to be an Asian.


3. The APEC summit is being held in Sydney.


Nearly 3000 Australians protested near Sydney Harbor.


4. Luciano Pavarotti has passed away. The great maestro passed away at the grand age of 71 after long time battle with pancreatic cancer leaving behind a great legacy.



5. Justine Henin no Hardene cause she's divorced has won the US Women's Open. Besides that, she also pocketed herself 1.6 million US dollars.

Not too shabby eh.


Finally... I have 5 more SAC's a trial this coming week and a half and exams in about a month and a half. Joy...

Life according to....

Imagine for one second, that everyone talked hokglish ( hokien and english). Life'd be pretty damn funny. It'd be like Pua Chu Kang in high definition. Actually worst..

Hypothetical scenario 1:
A friend spots a girl that is quite pretty walking on the street. He calls out to you, "Oi! Ci bai! That ca bo quite chooi leh!"
You turn your head and concur, therefore you say, "Diao! Right la brother! She damn si bei nap! But the ca bo heng next to her ka na sai man!!"
Your friend agrees and you walk away.

Hypothetical scenario 2:
You walk on the street, a car comes within inches of knocking your socks off. You feel unsatisfied. So you shout, "Eh diao you la ci bai!!! Ka ni na!! Who taught you to drive one??!! Your lau bu ah??!! No wonder your driving ka na sai only la!! I call mata then only you know ah ci bai!!"
The guy looks baffled. You walk away with one last cry of CI BAI!!!!

Hypothetical scenario 3:
You want to go to the toilet. But your friends are curious. They want to follow you and know where your going. So you say:
"Why so kae po wan you?? I pang jioo you also want to follow? For what jiak pa bo seh cho is it??"

If your laughing than I rest my case, if your confused, I'll unconfuse you with a little tutorial later, if you just think this post is weird and stupid and won't come visit my blog again, ah well...its better than those filler posts eh.

Tutorial:
ci bai:not very nice way of calling a person
ca bo:girl
ca bo heng:technically its like calling a girl Ms. Girl..so basically just girl.
chooi (pronouced-chi ooooo):pretty
diao:its not hokien technically..but we still use it...its basically fuck.
si bei nep (pronounced-sii bey nep):its like calling a girl...er...very hot in a not very nice way.
ka na sai:just like shit...literally.
ka ni na:not a very nice word to say also.
mata:police.
kae po (pronounced-kaee po):busy body.
pang jiooo (pronounced-pang jii ooooo):piss.
jiak pa bo see cho:eat full full then nothing to do...basically it means nothing better to do.
lau bu:mother

Disclaimer:
The author wishes to add that the scenario's are extremely hypothetical and as such the reaction of each individual would differ accordingly. The author would also like to stress that not all hokiens curse as such and not all hokiens would result in shouting ci bai at the top of their lungs when confronted with such a situation. The author would like to appologise for any stereotyping of hokiens and subsequently would not like any hate comments from any hokiens. The author would like to stress that the purpose of this post is solely to entertain and not to discriminate and would like to also mention that he is a teochew/hokien and is proud to be one.

"Tiada noktah dalam cinta"

Read that off some blog quite sometime ago. I like that phrase. It says a lot of things without saying much. It gives us hope. Never ending hope. Hope that one day we'll all fall in love. It says that there's no stopping love, that love is continuous, constantly present. Hope, that among all the fog, its all good. There's no full-stop in love. Sounds better in Malay to be honest.

On a lighter note, my SAC's seem to have been on hiatus. I guess it got sick of looking at our faces, rather, the teachers got tired of marking our papers. Alas! My joys are short lived! As I've got 2 next week! A 3 day long ESL one and a Physics SAC. Well, at least my preference planning for uni is done, sort off. Still have to do McQuarrie Institute, but thats for another day. Then there's the UCAS thingo, thanks Beve by the way for the enlightenment, but still gotta be enlightened a little bit more.

Nothing much happens from now on. As I have said before, will be blogging on and off. Nothing really good to blog about. Its still extremely imperative to eat ginger porridge when you're sick AND living alone, simply because its the simplest thing to make, especially when your sick. I disregard chicken soup, cause its an old wives tale, it don't work, but ginger porridge...now thats something I swear by.

Anyway, I will try posting some pictures on Melbourne+winter as soon as I go round taking some pictures. So till then...

It takes 2 to tango...or does it?

Its absolutely imperative to eat ginger porridge when you are sick.

In lighter news, Samantha is here and so is Richmond. This sudden influx of people is slightly alarming and rather amusing to be honest. Particularly because this, of all time, would be the worst time to drop by Melbourne. Simply because its cold and raining. Hence the particularly bad health. Typically they came to wonder upon the great state of Asian people outside of Asia. Take in the sights and sounds of the city. Visit people, the whole shenanigan. I just wonder if they've got school.

Other than that nothing much is happening. The term is getting very busy. Tonnes of SAC's, a few more tests, lots of application stuff for uni and what not.

Nothing much to say, lots of stuff to do. So I guess we'll leave it there for now. By the way, whats the UCAS deadline? Or is registration already closed? o.O

You know, last year, there were 671 applications for the Bachelor of Commerce in LSE....only 51 were accepted....O.O No pressure eh.

What people do in prison.

Check it out!! Remake of the MV for Thriller by MJ from some prison inmates..damn funny man!!

Give me a tune, and I'll sing you a song

3 SAC's + 1 test + band practice = very tiring

Math is killing me. I will die seeing numbers o.O

Consider this a temporary post. Partially cause there's nothing to blog about. So till I find something substantial to blog about, I'm on hiatus. Plus the work, SAC's, and tests are taking its toll on me. 3 and a half more months to go till VCE. Mid term results come out next week O.O. Formal is on Friday. I am now going to sleep.

So hum hallelujah,
Just off the key of reason,
I thought I love you,
Was just how you looked in the light,
A teenage vow in the parking lot,
Till tonight do us part,
I sing the blues and swallow them too.

Hum Hallelujah
-Fall Out Boy-

Birthday wishes

I turned 18 today.

People wished me...naturally

Some forgot....naturally

Most didn't know....no worries

BUT

In the end..it turned out alright.

So to those who didn't know..now you know XD

To those forgot, no grudges mates...but you owe me one.

To those who bothered...my sincerest thanks and many great wishes in return.

And just for the sake of it...cause I know Beve wants to read this....yes...you were the first XD

Chaos in the Terminal

A storm in a teacup. Imagine that happening in KLIA. Lots of distraught students left stranded, not knowing what to do, lots of very angry parents, yelling and screaming, a few lost MAS staff members, and a very very long waiting line. KLIA in a nutshell. Or should I say, chaos..in a nutshell.

Apparently MAS decided to change their reservation systems. I suppose I understand the need for change, but what I can't understand is HOW the system screwed up so bad. I mean, we live in the age of information and technology, through trial and error shouldn't we have been able to MINIMIZE mistakes. Its fine if there's a long line leading into the check-in counter, but over-bookings? So much so that people have to be moved from flights? Even if you've booked your flight months ago, a CONFIRMED ticket. I think its absurd. World class airliner...sure...right...

Well, at least we were compensated. And my mum says that money goes into my birthday account. So basically I got 1,200 ringgit to spend. Its not so bad if you look at it that way, but beyond the compensation, I'm disappointed. Its sad to see Malaysia as it is now. No wonder everyone's going away. Its become a place for mamak and forgotten memories more than anything. Its like the banner on the Star Sports when we got trashed 5-0:

"World class facility,
Thrid rate management."

I'd like nothing more than to see our country flourish. But I just don't see it. I quote one of the parents I overheard in the airport,"Just when we were on the brink of real kemajuan this happens, like going back to 3rd world country again."

And we're left wondering who's to blame. Sad stuff it is, and stick around, its getting worst. The irony is too resounding. I guess only the future holds the truth....maybe.

p.s. I'm looking for a digital SLR camera, something not too high tech and expensive like Nikon, but good enough..suggestions?

Which came first? The music or the misery?

Boredom can kill they say.

In the last 5 days I've:

1. eaten a total of 5 times.
2. jumped from house to house like a homeless beggar.
3. watched approximately 14 hours of TV..a day.
4. dozed off 6 times in front of the TV.
5. stoned.

What I should be doing is:

1. finishing my homework BEFORE I go back..not after.
2. buy all the stuff I was asked to buy.
3. clean my apartment.
4. pack!!
5. PACK!!!

And surprisingly, my laziness has some what paid off. I'm losing weight now. Not exactly the way I envisioned loosing weight, but I am losing weight. Funny how things work out eh. Ironic how something so unhealthy can be so....healthy. Its like finding out that eating char kuew teow and murtabak is good for your health. Although I suspect my losing weight has something to do with me eating one meal a day.

On another note. I've realised that tennis chicks have seriously ripped biceps.

Jelena Jankovic.

Damn I wouldn't want to arm wrestle her. And another one.

Serena Williams

This woman EVERYTHING also big. From gia bok(kaboos..er...behind) to her fashion statement. But of course, I still respect them. Tennis ain't easy and playing in the big field even harder.

Neways, thats bout it really. I've squeezed out what seemingly little juice I have left in my brain in this excuse of a post. 2 days to go....

What a week, eh?

Man what a week!!

Paris Hilton gets out of jail and vows not to be a "dumb blond" anymore, *puft* yeah right...

My favorite all time wrestler and long time wrestling idol Chris Benoit committed suicide

And finally to top it off Spice Girls are back together??!!! WHAT THE??!!!

Damn. You'd think that off all people Victoria Beckham would give it a rest considering she's married to the MOST overrated and MOST overpaid footballer in the recent century. But NOOO!!! *sigh* I think I'ma stop before I start getting hate tags from Spice Girls fan who, might I add, are something else themselves.

On another note. TRANSFORMERS WAS AWESOME!!! Bloody hell man!! I could literally hear people going *HUH!!* *OHHH!!* The graphics alone are something else. Its ground breaking CGI I tell you. Freaking awesome. Shall say nothing else in fear of getting raped by movie buffs who haven't seen the movie. But I must say, if you don't really follow Transformers the animated one closely or have a rough sense of it, the storyline is a bit retarded, but none the less, awesome.
Anywho, 6 days and counting I guess.

Untitled

Its getting gloomier in Melbourne. Very nostalgic now. The skies are getting grayer. The days getting shorter.

The holidays are coming. And going back seems more and more of a mistake. The past can haunt you they say. And I've gotten to used to the present. They say the past is like a silk cloth that wraps around you. It feels so good to be a part of it, until you realise how tight you've been wounded up in.

I dwell in the past too much really. But sometimes, the past's all we got. When we get lonely, we look back to the people we trusted and once held dear to us, which sometimes we still do. Its a source of comfort. Much like comfort food. Damn that char kuey teow would really taste good right bout now.

But I suppose the past does disappoint sometimes. The shoulda, woulda's and coulda's. Again, I dwell in the past too much. But people move on. And the world moves forward, even if you stay in the past. And thats the scary part really. You leave a place thinking that nothing will change, and that everything will stay the same, not realising it does. Then you come back for a rude awakening. The world changes, so do people eh. In away thats what I'm afraid of. But its inevitable.

But the facts still remain. I'm still getting on that plane. Sometimes I wish I could get on another plane. Just any plane. Anywhere. Would be fine. Then again, maybe not.

Is it worth it can you even hear me
Standing with your spotlight on me
Not enough to feed the hungry
I'm tired and I felt it for awhile now
In this sea of lonely
The taste of ink is getting old
It's four o' clock in the fucking morning
Each day gets more and more like the last day
Still I can see it coming
While I'm standing in the river drowning
This could be my chance to break out
This could be my chance to say goodbye
At last it's finally over
Couldn't take this town much longer
Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be
Now I'm ready to be free
-The Taste of Ink-
The Used

I some how think I did write something on the past a couple of posts past, not too long ago really. And I definitely recommend the song if you dig stuff like Papa Roch or FOB.

Hurt-Johnny Cash

Of kacangs and peanuts

I have nothing to blog about.

Its funny, cause last week, I had plenty to blog about. But not anymore. They don't excite me anymore. They don't tickle my fancy no more. Its interesting how we loose interest in things. Its like when we were kids, we just wanted that Ultraman toy.

Hah...not anymore we don't. At least most of us don't.

Then for some stuff, the fire's rekindled. Kinda like the Transformers, make a million dollar movie, a couple of cool adds later, and *POOF* suddenly its the talk of the town. Although corporate capitalism might have been involved in that plot, you gotta say, its got people talking again. I'm sure Freud might have something to say bout that. The quirks of the mind they call it.

Something I thought I'd just put in. Don't that just wanna make you laugh...no?? No you say eh..then take this.

Damn I love family guy..

In the dead of the night...

If you stay up late enough...

you might just see this.

Mist.
Rain but not quite.
Can't help but wonder.
Does God have urinary track problems?
Or was he just feeling....misty?
o.O

WHY....

isit that when a trus is under tension the force acting on a particular point is opposite to the direction of force acting within the trus?

Why isit that I don't know why the force act in the opposite direction?

Why isit colder in the morning than it is at night when the sun comes out in the morning?

Why did The Carpenters ever care if the birds appeared when you(whoever it is) are near?

Why isit when we dilute a solution of alcohol the number of moles of the diluted solution is the same as the original amount of moles contained in the alcohol?

Why do we wake up in the morning sometimes and feel like it's just not worth it?

Why isit easier to say "yes" than it is "no"?

Why is everyone so facinated that Paris Hilton is going to jail when she clearly deserves it?

Why does the KFC chicken in Malaysia tastier than the KFC in Australia?

Why isit called Hungry Jacks in Australia and Burger King everywhere else?

Why does it have to be Jack and not Jill?

Why do I have more acquaintances than I do friends?

Why did the chicken cross the road? Seriously?

Damn queen!!

I have nothing to do. I'm tired of studying. Not that I've been doing much of that anyway. Next weeks the exam. And there has to be a holiday before the exam. The Queen just HAD to be born the day before the exam. Why does the stupid queen HAVE to be born the day BEFORE the exam? WHAT are we doing even GIVING A SHIT when the QUEEN is FREAKING BORN? Of what significance is that to us? Seriously, she's in freaking Britain not Australia. Its just stalling. I hate stalling. Makes us worry unnecessarily.

Damn commenwealth country.

Its one of these pointless holidays. Like the Sultan's birthday. Honestly do we even give a crap? Its just an excuse for whatever reasons one might need a reason for.

And my college is just being a bitch about it, if it were at all possible to call a building a bitch. I suppose if we refered the "college" as the organisation or essentially the people running it, then the term bitch would be, somewhat possible. I have 2 SAC's 4 FREAKING days before the exam. Where's the sense of decency I say! Have they no feelings! Soulless byproducts of social capitalism.

The only upside is I have 12 GB of space. One does tend to wonder what one would do with 12 GB of space. Intriguing question no? I still don't know the answer. I suppose movies would be the answer. I just downloaded Shrek 3 a week before its due. Retribution?!?!

Maybe.

I suppose I'm just bitter after all.

Time

What would happen if the world stopped?

I know that if the world stopped we'd be lighter, marginally, 2 Newtons lighter to be exact. Seeing as thats 0.2 kg don't make much of a difference. But say it did stop. What would happen? One side of the earth'd be baking all the time and the other'd be freezing all the time.But would time freeze? Be cool if it did eh.

Its a common misconception. We know it won't stop but we wish it could. So we question ourselves sometimes, so we say, "Hey! You know what? Maybe it does stop!". Its like if the world spun the other way round, right to left instead of left to right. Maybe it'd turn back time. Kinda like the old Superman movie, where Louis dies and Superman spins the world the other way round to turn back time and save Louis.

Truth is we humans are a greedy bunch. We want everything. We think we can get everything. Heck we think we're entitled to everything. Life, time, space, and everything that comes with it. And when we do get everything, we want more. Its like what Steinbeck once wrote, the more we want, the more we dream, the more we dream, the more we want. I guess thats that, its human nature, beating it would be pointless, changing it would be impossible.

Stopping time's just an elaborate part of it. Its an urge. Our urge to control everything. We don't have too, we just want too. For whatever reasons. For now its a hoax. A believeable one, if you're willing to believe, and who knows, maybe one day, in the not too distant future, but for know, its just a dream.

Drive a car, crash it on a tree

Ever wonder why we talk to ourselves? Intriguing isn't it. We all talk to ourselves. Some more often then others I must admit but the fact is we do. And truth be told, most of us accept the fact that we talk to ourselves without having to know why. But why? Why do we feel the urge to talk to ourselves sometimes? Why do we feel the urge to shout? Why do we feel the urge to suddenly want to get up and sing or dance? Maybe we're just lonely sometimes, and we just need to talk, not to anyone, just talk. Maybe we need to destress sometimes. Maybe its neither of those or maybe its both. Or maybe we're just crazy.

Neways there's nothing much happening here. Exams the word around town nowadays. Its not too bad really. Its annoying. Cause you got the exams then you got all these other little things that have absolutely nothing to do with the exams. Annoys the living shit outta me sometimes. Exams are in a couple of weeks then freedom for a while, so it seems. Actually, going back to KL don't seem to be such a great idea now. Ah well.

Honestly, I think sometimes, we're all a little crazy. Sometimes insanity is the only form of sanity around. Till next time...

Autumn sky

I like the autumn sky. Very blue. Its like the heavens opened up for a few months then go back to a hiatus for another couple months. Its funny though. Cause I've been around for sometime and I've never really noticed how pretty it is. Espesciallly when the sun sets on the west under the clear autumn sky. Breath taking. A hint of orange covered by the vast of the dark. Almost unnoticable but not quite yet. And the silhouette of the autumn trees, leafless in the background. Beautifull. Its like the heavens are mocking us sometimes. The gods scorn at us, mocking us for our mortality, showing off the vastness of their power. Knowing not that it's this flaw which makes us appreciate things to a greater extent. Thats why the wine tastes sweeter and the food that much better and life just that much more breath taking.

Nothing much has happened really, my trials we're potentially dreadfull, but they weren't. And to be honest life kinda feels like a stand still really. The days pass without much purpose into it. Its just counting down the days hour by hour. Waiting for the inevitable Dooms day which is coming to me face on at a rather alarming rate. The blue sky's really taking its toll on me. Its so soothing. It makes me lazy. Hardly want to do anything nowadays. I'm even too lazy to type further honestly. I wish that was how it was sometimes. Just sit and watch. And laze around under the afternoon sky. That would indeed be ideal. Unfortunately life does go on. So it seems. And I must move along as well. So till next time...

Btw, I didn't take that picture, just got it off somewhere in the net, pictures I took don't do it justice.

Damn.

Liverpool lost.

I've got nothing else to say.

pretty much sums up the night really

Ah well the hopefull remain hopefull so don't get too used to the cup my dear friends for we shall meet again in the cool of the night with the roar of the faithfull!!

Lunch...

OMBFG!!!! I AM FREAKING STUFFED!!!!! O.O



I eat alot, I admit, I mean when I say I eat a lot, I mean I can its not like I go stuffing myself with food all the time but if you've been around me long enough then one can tell that I eat alot, just look at my size, no secrets how it got there. But today, wow, today was special. Today I ate A LOT!! And I know how much you eat is very subjective but believe me, when I say alot, its alot. Its like when you go to those really cheap buffets that happend prolly like once a year and the food meh...not really the best but who cares, cause you're hardup on getting your moneys worth. Oh yeah!!! Today was one of those days.



Today was my physics trial and we finished at I think 1.30-ish so what to do. LUNCH!! So 3 of us set off to eat at Pizza Hut. Normally I'm not a big fan but its 10 bucks all you can eat and BELIVE me we ate all we could eat. I went there with prolly like meh, ok all you can eat so what. Damn we ate. We just kept pilling up the food and ate and ate and then ate somemore. Geez we had so much food I think the workers at Pizza Hut got a bit scared of us. Its no wonder everyone who comes here puts on weight. You become so hardup that the buffets only 10 bucks and you're sooo detemined to eat ALL YOU CAN!!! And to tell ya the truth the food..not so great but who cares. Its like your on adrenaline rush so it don't really matter what it tastes like.



I was so stuffed I could hardly walk after I was done. Had to walk around before I headed back home. Damn I'm stuffed. This is prolly my lunch, dinner and breakfast. No...I'll prolly eat again in dinner XD. Ah well, I'll just let the pictures do the talking.

My makan kakies.

I kinda forgot the before shot =S but here's after 2 rounds XD

The ice-cream mmmm...

More ice-cream..

and..more ice-cream

Ye Ye Man U Kalah!!!

Last night was the most boring FA Cup final period. The first 45 mins were practically shit, the second half was remotely better and extra time was when they really started playing football. Geez talk bout leaving it late. As for Man U fans, =)))) what can I say...Honestly, I thought Man U were going to win coming into the match, but when i saw them play, its sad. But Chelsea were bloody lucky I must say. First the Rooney miss which was practically a sitting duck, then the missed goal by Giggs, which I consider to be a sitting duck as well then Drogba's last last last minute goal. Well well, I suppose there is a greater force which restores order to the universe.

Anyways its cold and I've got exams next week. So begins Hell Week 2 >.< Whats more Liverpool's playing AC Milan next week. I guess it'll just have to wait, just like my guitar, books, and pretty much everything else. I just spent 4 hours doing ESL SAC and its still not done. *sigh* Gonna do a bit of math after this and then prolly some Chem or Phys depending on what I feel like. Suppose the more substantial post'll have to wait. Just really wanted to say Man U lost really XD.

Soooooo...till next time

Of exams and....

CI BAI!!!

Believe it or not that was the FIRST thing I heard when I stepped outta the elevator this morning. Interesting eh. Aparently someone found out that they had a SAC on that day and didn't know about it. Wonder how his day went? Neways Hell Week 1 is over, and so begins Hell Week 2, Physics and Chemistry trials next week and ESL SAC. Damn, we don't get no break I'll tell you that. Whats more, my physics teacher has been absent from class for the past 3 days, 3 DAYS!!! Normally I don't give a shit, but trials are next week!!! AND she hasn't even covered the syllabus, in the wise words of my good friend Shaun, "Fuck....." AND my physics trials are also to be a SAC ,"Double fuck...." I should really stop cursing. AND my chemistry syllabus also isn't covered fully, you get the idea.

Neways I've realised that I've been complaining alot lately, okay, I've pretty much just been complaining, rightfully so mind you, but I figured this post deserves a real good post. I owe it to my fans who seem to be diminishing. Lets talk about...I'm lost, I don't have anything to talk about. Meh, my brains slowly turning to mush. Ah well, my 20 minutes of fame are up, I've gotta go back to studying, so I suppose I'll blog about something more substantial next time.

In the words of one very wise person,
Stay cool as honey and sweet as ice.

Till next time...

p.s. TAG DAMN IT!!!!! TAG!!!!

Condemned

Ever felt like you were doomed? Not the sudden panic you get when you've forgotten
something, nothing like that, rather the realisation that you're just utterly doomed, period, nothing you can do about it. And you just count the seconds, unwilling but all knowing. Its like the calm before the storm, you wait, hoping, for the best but undoubtedly knowing the inevitable fact that must nay will happen. Hope is vain. How misleading the calm is, toying with us. Sucks eh.

Rough week this one, 3 SAC's 3 tests. Tiring. I think I'ma go back to studying, I was gonna blog about Cirque du Soleil, maybe next time.

Mean while.

-a picture of a child dying during the holocaust in WW2.-

O cruel world,

I ask thee but one question,

Why me?

Change?

I figured it was time, too many people've complained bout the blog and how they can't read it, well, I hope your happy now. Then again maybe its cause I wanted a change. Meh..don't know.

Neways it's been another hell of a week, had 3 tests in the span of 2 days then 6 more next week. It's safe to say this is literally killing me. Stupid SAC's. *sigh* Neways i pretty much screwed up my math methods SAC, thanks to me. Two STUPID question which were STUPIDLY EASY and I left them blank. BLANK!!! WHAT THE F&*K WAS I THINKING!!???!!!

It's a miricle I'm alive, you think SPM's stress, hah..SPM's a bloody BREAZE, THIS is stress, tests every week, SAC's every fortnight. Miraculously, I still have time to blog and change my blog skin..=S.

Neways I've got nothing much to say, TAG!!! My new tag board is too empty.

3 tests next week and 3 SAC's next week, mocks in 2 weeks!!....and....MID TERMS MONTH!!! ARGH!!!! HELP!!!!!! NO!!!! SHIT!!!!!! F&*()*()(&)^!!!!!!!

p.s. i'm hopping on a plane and getting my ass back to Malaysia on the 5th of July

Boston by Augustana

SHIT!!!!
MOCKS!!!
ARE!!!!
IN!!!!
TWO WEEEEKKKKKSSSSS!!!!!!!

fuck...
fuck.....
FUCK!!!!
and we are no where NEAR the end of the sylabus!!
FUCK!!!!

OMFGWTF!!!

On a lighter note,
i'm currently reading 1984 by George Orwell,
pretty good stuff,
very political,
right up my alley,
i've been facinated with old stuff lately,
not old la...vintage,
Frank Sinatra to Nat King Cole,
stuff from Nirvana to The Police,
Tenneson, Poe, Hemingway, Orwell, Well's,
good stuff,
contemporary stuff,
its funny how i make time for all this,
and not for my.....

MOCKS!!!!

ARGH!!!!

"Untill they become concious they will never rebel, and untill after they have rebelled they cannot become concious"

- Nineteen Eighty-four by George Orwell-

p.s. forgive my cursing

*sigh*
damn tired now,
just finished my stuff,
wtached episodes 1-4 of One Tree Hill season 4,
still love it,
so much drama,
finished math,
finished studying physics,
yet,
i've still gotta study more,
shit,
mocks are in a month,
exams in a month and a half,
shit shit shit!!

Neways today was a holiday,
ANZAC day,
an excuse not to go too school,
neways,
bloody tired,
i think i need more sleep,
i think i think too much.

Ah well,
c'est la vie,
i wonder though,
sometimes,
does she know?
eventhough i never said anything,
does she know?
i guess we'll never know.

Its raining,
its cold,
and i ain't cozy.

Meh,
i'm so stoned,
sooo stoned,
i still want murtabak,
damn it...why does murtabak have to taste so damn good....
all this talk about mamak food had me conspiring,
we should open a mamak stall here in australia,
if you think about it right,
a roti canai here costs like what...5 dollars or something like that,
with a mamak stall right,
it'd be like 80 cents,
now i don't know bout you but 80 cents sounds a whole lot cheaper than 5 bucks,
besides,
mamak food always taste better,
casue they got the "extra" ingredients,
the stuf that you don't wanna know about but makes food taste a hell lot better,
think about it,
we'd be freaking millionaire's...nay....we'd be BILLIONAIRE'S,
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
besides,
who could resist a roti canai and a kopi o.

Heard bout the Virginia Tech kids,

sad,

32 people dead,

it really goes to show don't it,

worst in American history,

worst than Columbine,

my heart goes out to the family of those who died senselessly,

it really is shocking,

i mean,

we hear bout it,

but i'd never for the life of me think that something like this could happen,

makes you wonder don't it,

what makes people do these kinda things,

and whats important in life.

mmmm...roti canai....mmmm XD

home...sick??

meh...i detest...

i'm a bit...bleh....

you know,

you can't help wonder sometimes,

what if i stayed?

what if i just stayed?

would i be happier?

more fun?

better times,

or would i have missed out?

at this stage i'm not sure what i'll miss out really,

comfort food's what i need,

if only i could....

Neways,

i've decided,

i'm going for a trip at the end of the year,

and yes beverly,

i will visit you,

i figured in december,

for bout 3 weeks would be good,

i've always wanted to see the kop and old trafford,

for the illiterate they're stadiums,

maybe watch a match,

that'd be nice,

but...thats still a long way...a loooong way....

I wanted to blog about my stupid medical check up at the stupid hospital,

but...maybe next time...

mean while,

incase you're wondering how sad i am,

no need to imagine,

i do you one better...

aparently there's still life in me XD

Pretty eh,

abit melancholic,

a view outside my apartment.

My com is screwed,

just my luck,

3 days after i get net connection,

its screwed,

stupid shits,

neways,

ignoring my dumb arse luck,

i decided to hop on a tram and go down to the beach,

its more of a "not cause i want to, but just cause i can" kinda thing.

St Kilda...beach of mine..

OUCH!! =)

Kinda like what Eden would look like eh...

If you look hard enough...you MIGHT just see a rainbow =)

OI!!! What kind of cacat castle is this??

Oooo....Woooow...Weeeee...

Walking in straight lines....

St Kilda mall....er.....

An excuse of a sunset shot...


Dirty little dodge...XD

Catch the sun


Wedding car...sorry la..its not everyday you see a Rolls and a Jag side by side..

So thus ends my tour of St Kilda beach,
come visit me and i'd be more than happy to take you around XD,
so till next time...



P.S. damn alot of wedding la....its like easter 1 week then wedding the next

Dude first off man Red Hot Chilli Peppers rule,
i don't give a shit what others say i just think they rule,
having said that,
i just saw them live,
HELL YEAH!!!!
well sorta,
it was a free thingo so Anthony Kidis i.e. lead singer wasn't there,
stillllll....it was cool.

So i was watching tv right,
so then they said RHCP are coming,
and i was...sweet...gotta see...
then the guy says infact they're in town,
INFACT they're playing NOW,
at first i went blank for a bit,
then suddenly...my arm didn't really hurt no more,
then i wasn't hungry no more,
took me 2 seconds to change and 20 minutes to get there.

I must say it wasn't really that good la,
i mean make no mistake these guys are great,
and John Fruciante was soloing the entire thing the whole way,
but without Anthony...a bit dull la,
atmosphere was cool though,
but meh,
its like a little teaser,
its like a trailer,
the kinda stuff you let people just taste,
just taste enough to come back,
and i must say...i'm sold.

Neways i just checked the prices for the cirque du soleil,

must say,

freaking cut throat man,
i mean $250 for the VIP,

$250!!!

cheapest is like $70 bucks i think,

still too expensive,

plus i don't think there's any concession prices,

tried checking for them,

*sigh*,

i don't know man,

ah well,

maybe i'll stick to the chilli peppers instead,

i would love to go though,

i saw Quidam on tv the other day...not bad,

i say...the way they get to those poses ah...no joke man.

So till next time,

The picture i took wasn't all that good thanks to my suprerb photographic abilities so its this one instead

Ola mi amigo,

i'm back,
for good now,

after two months of procrastinating,

and one month of waiting,

i've finally,

FINALLY,

i finally have net connection,

just got the ADSL kit this morning,

installed and its all good so far ma brother,

neways this thing is pretty damn fast man,

i mean seriously,

SERIOUSLY,

its so fast that flashman would pee in his pants when he finds out how fast it is,

ok la...maybe not that fast la....but it's pretty fast.

Neways holidays now,

two weeks of solitary confinement,

not exactly la...damn i exaggerate too much,

but here's something,

i broke my arm,

in a rather embarassing way,

but the point is i broke my arm,

now my left arm feels retarded,

seriously,

i forget sometimes my arm is broken,

so i try doing stuff normally,

till my left arm suddenly hurts,

then i also suddenly rememeber,

sad la,

doc says 4 weeks...fair enough i guess,

i was hoping to play football and golf and all that but.....

Neways you guys back there have no idea what you guys are missing here man,

i mean autumn here is like you finding the holy grail in a very exaggerated way,

couple weeks ago fall out boy was here,

then sat was JOHN MAYER!!!!!!

then beyonce' meh can't quite spell it right...

gwen is coming,

cirque de solie is coming,

there's the comedy festival,

then there's the jazz festival,

james morrison,

i think pink floyd is coming,

the list just goes on and on la basically,

so suck ass malaysia!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA,

Basiclly...wait.....oh no...i shouldn't..but i must,

planet shakers,

i almost forgot,

planet shakers,

thats right maniacs...planet shakers,

and they're playing 2 blocks away from where i live,

litterally,

i mean...i walk down to get lunch..whoops...planet shakers,

i walk down for dinner....whoopdedoo..planet shakers again,

i swear they've been going on for weeks now and worst thing,

they're still playing (ailin's gonna kill me XD),

facinating isn't it,

to tell you the truth i got more things to worry about but i just thought people might want to now,

just to rub it in a liltle..=)

Neways thats bout it...

funny stuff eh..

I'm going off the deep end,
i jest,
maybe i don't.

Neways i'm tired,
very,
i've just finished a hell week,
SAC's after SAC's after SAC's,
i assure you not funny,
this week is results week,
don't really want to talk about it,
take a hint eh,
life's no breeze eh.

Holidays next week,
but thats all pointless,
more studying i guess,
i hate those holidays where they give you back the results just before the hols,
evil bastards,
makes you so mournfull during the hols,
mah...
don't give a shit,
i'm still gonna camp out at aimans for a few days,
.....FOXTEL......

Neways went to the moomba festival,
meh,
nothing much really,
went to all the rides,
aiman belanja,
actually his parents la,
but all the same,
friends with benefits eh,
no mood to blog really,
more like an obligation if ya know what i mean.

Neways i got the wesleyan of the year shit thing,
so overated if you ask me,
my dad called me the other day,
he was all happy and all," eh(which is how he usually starts a convo) your vice principal called la"
i was like...SHIT!!!!FUCK!!!OMFG!!!! don't tell me i failed or something....
then he goes," you got the wesleyan of the year la..congratulations ah"
it took me a while,
then when it finally sunk in," oh..ok"
i feel i don't really deserve it,
i mean,
what did i do?
vice cap...oooo..big deal...
meh...must be the SAC's damn SAC's..should've stayed at home,
neways i got my testi and certified results the other day,
*sigh*
ever felt like you won't believe a word people say unless you see it for yourself,
you know,
kinda like UFO's and bigfoot,
yea,
the mail just made me a believer,
stupid bm.
I FUCKING HATE BM!!!! ARGH!!!

Neways i'll vamoos now,
i've got to get a hair cut,
then study for my another SAC,
FUCK!!!!!!!
just so ya know....

FUCK SPM!!!!

Connectionless

I got no net connection.
Period.
Not any more.
This sucks.
At least for the moment.
I think i'm being over dramatic.
Actually i am.
XD

Okay,
so my parents were here last week,
actually they left this afternoon,
actually they're prolly boarding the plane now,
so they checked out my place,
commented on how dirty the place was,
they brought cookies!!!XD mmm.....pineaple tarts.....o.o...
they bought me a rice cooker so i can cook rice......
they filled my fridge up,
oh,
they also took away my net connection.
jkohpo%7YT9JKLBJKB;K!!!!!!!!
......
apparently it was too slow (which it was)
and too expansive (which it is)
ever felt like your parents just had all the answers,
*darth vader like voice*Resistance is FUTILE*exit with darth vader laugh*
*sigh*
so i had my net connection for approximately 7 days,
i feel so used.....
neways i'll be getting ADSL so no worries,
haha...thats right baby,
take that Strymx,
faster more efficient and way cooler,
i mean Strymx...meh....soso..
but ADSL...haha...now thats a cool name XD
so i'll be back online pretty soon,
and btw...if you msg me in msn and noone answers thats prolly my dad back in KL,
so no hard feelings ya...its not like anyone msg's me in msn anyways...=(

So anyways i got myself a gitar,
woohoo!!!!
Washburn baby!!!
this one totally kicks the guitar in malaysia sitting in my living rooms ass!!
it looks sooo cool,
not really la actually,
but for the sake of it,
it looks sooo cool!!!!
i pestered my dad to get me one since he wouldn't carry mine in malaysia,
should've seen my mum,

Mum: How much is the guitar?
Me : Er...i don't know...300 plus lo i guess
Mum: WHAT!!?? 300 PLUS AH!!! YOU SIAO MEH, SO EXPANSIVE!!!
Me : Wah piang...good guitar what...washburn leh..
Mum: I don't care whether its washburn or wash your cha cheng(back side) its still expansive
Me: .........

Anyways i might be going back in july,
not in time for my birthday though,
but just as well,
i figured since its going to be so bloody cold here,
and its a holiday i figured meh...why not,
my dad's against it though,
but he's mellable.

I think thats bout it really for now,
so i'll talk to some of you,
any of you,
hopefully,
soon,
though noone reads my blog....its the saddening truth,
once my ADSL comes,
so busy at school,
bloody SAC's,
my mum forgot to take the chocolates from the fridge XD,
so till next time,
PLEASE TAG!!!!!!!
p.s. my mum just said to me to go slow on the chocs....XD

Greetings from the land down under again but with a twist.....

i have net connection once again...FINALLY!!!!!!

geez...i tell you net here is so mafan to get,

i had to lie to get one,

so strict right,

in malaysia the stupid malau's say cannot cause got no line,

here the sakai's say cannot cause i not old enough,

ni a made..kaninia laubu la ci bai kia...

ok...

the important thing is i got net connection,

so i can chat and download again,

*sigh*

i hate the stupid plans here,

400 mb for a month and $84.90,

thats a lot of money ok,

somemore not broadband,

so i got to monitor how much i use,

so far i'm up to 50 mb......wtf??!!!

all i did was go visit blogs...

blogs also use 50 mb already....'-.-...

Neways autumn is coming,

which means brown leaves and loneliness,

a bit melodramatic eh,

i like the brown leaves,

something bout leaves turning brown,

i think its kinda sweet,

autumn also means that my parents are coming,

.................

they're coming this friday,

not excatly autumn la,

but close enough,

....nothing much to say bout them la really,

so lets juts leave it at that.

So i heard bout lynn and ming eh,

never met this ming guy but he seems like a nice guy,

so i suppose he's a real catch eh,

so i guess i bid you guys a good luck tough i'm pretty sure lynn'll never read this since somehow she never seems to read my blog,

or she does and just never tags or she does but doesn't want to tag cause.....i don't know why...

I guess thats bout it for now really,

i just realised there's a 3 hour difference,

no wonder noone's online,

neways...yea...so till next time..

p.s. ok...the blogskin is annoying, maybe i'll change

Michelle, my pal,

These are words that go together well,

My Michelle

-Michelle-

-the Beatles-

damn nostalgic la....

Chinese new year was shit.
It was hot, it was dry and it was sooo balrdy boring.

I had lunch with ny aunt during cny,
to get there i had to meet my aunt in china town,
china town+cny=FUCKING PACKED!!!!!
It was so packed its not funny,
i tell you these aussie-chinese are..........!!!
i fell sad,
neways got to my aunts and had lunch there,
we had crab, a bit of lobster, some steam boat...
ok la, not that bad after all,
the food was good, i tell a lie..the food was FREAKING AWESOME!!!
but what do you expect coming from a family with 3 chefs and all happen to be there at the same time,
too many cooks don't spoil the soup...sometimes,
then the night before (i know a bit siao going backwars) i had dinner with my cousin in some restaurant in Franklin St somewhere in town,
ok la...not too bad but the sunday lunch was sooo much better,
mmmm....lobster and crab.....

NOW lets talk about AIMAN'S GAZILLIION DOLLAR SUPER UBER COOL APARTMENT!!!!
yup...aiman has a GAZILLION DOLLAR SUPER UBER COOL APARTMENT!!!!
I met up with aiman and ailin the other day,
and i was whole heartedly complaining to aiman who btw looks pretty damn...strange..sorry! about the terrible heat wave when he starts smiling at me,
then i told him my apartment had no air conditioning and no fan,
and then he smiled wider,
then i asked about his apartment...BHKJGLUK&*(^*(_%f(pg(_!!!!!!!!!!!!
So me and ailin decided to pay his apartemnt a liltle visit,
its like i stepped into a pent house man..
you've got all these cool sorta modern sculptures which obviously he doesn't use,
he's got TWO toilets with one ENSUITE,
he's got an INBUUILT AIR CONDITIONNING!!!!
AND FOXTELL!!!
NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!
foxtell=100 channels=football=mtv=100 x better than astro!!!!!!
AT LEAST he don have his PS2..if not i'd have killed him there,
I shouldn't have went to his apartment, cause i didn't want to leave,
good thing is he's leaving in april, XD..
which means i get to bunk in his apartment XDDXDXDXD...
foxtell+aircond=XDXDXDXDXDXDXD!!!
so after watching thats so raven in aiman's apartment,
me and ailin left and i went back to my crummy apartment,
rather sad, actually very sad,
my place no fan(just got one so...now got) no aircond, no foxtell, no net connection,
its a sad excuse for an apartment...

I've enrolled myself in the taylors soccer club,
its sorta a means of making myself loose weight,
although here, you never loose weight,
but i'ma make that change i tell you....
once i come back i'ma be thin,
and muscular,
and.......cool XD (yup thats right beve...i've decided to loose weight)

So anyway thats bout it,
there are tonnes of m'sians here btw,
and prisham do you have a cousin named yakshinni or something like that who lives in s'pore?
AND!!!!
SELAMAT TAHUN BABI!!!

This wednesday sucks.

School ended at 3 today,
it was pretty alright,
i had two math then a 1 hour and 25 minute break then chem,
in all honesty the day was....alright,
nothing special happened,
it was rather boring,
boringer than usual,
maybe its just math,
i mean an hour and 25 of math is enough to kill someone,
i had double that,
or maybe its chem,
50 minutes everyday's good enough, and now an hour and 25...bely da boring man..
but then maybe its something else.....

I just realised that i don't have a nail clipper,
i've been letting my nails grow to a rather disturbing lenght and it ain't pretty,
i've also just realised how annoying my mum can be,
a couple of weeks ago i told her i can't come back for CNY,
she says why, which is fair enough,
i said i have SAC's,
she says so?!,
i said its important and that it counts as part of my final marks,
she says....oh...okay....change the date la...
i said(trying to be calm) cannot...
she says why?!
well you get the picture...
so anyways, i had to go pester the teacher to write a letter saying i have SAC's so she can get it to the airline company so that they'd refund the money.....
then i had to courier the bloody letter and the ticket back to Malaysia which cost $40,
which isn't cheap in case your wondering,
and i had to walk around the city for an hour before i found a courier office,
and all this cause i can't comeback and all this cause she "thought" i had holidays on CNY,
i mean i love her and all that but she a bit luan la sometimes...
now i've gotta get her wild yam cream (god knows what that is)
from some shop which is practically the other side of town. *sigh*
i dunno la...its a bit the what la i can't explain....

So its valentines day eh,
there was this really crazy news here,
apprently this dude bought a house as a valentine's day present,
the dude actually had the house wrapped up and he took his fiance via the helicopter to go see the house,
not bad eh,
but generally valentines day here's pretty boring,
i went out for lunch just now and i saw a couple of guys holding boquet of roses waiting,
i wonder whether the roses ever got to the person,
anyways, valentines day, i think is pretty pointless,
it gets people so worked up,
and guys are expected to just do all these things,
so gut wrenching...
it makes me sad la in a way,
i so lonely,
takde orang to say happy valentines day too,
i think i'm just bitter.

Neways thats bout it now really,
Happy Valentine's Day guys,
if you are lonely, may you be lonely no more,
and if oyu are loved, may you be loved even more

btw...i know she won't read this but happy valentine's day